single is the best.

Blah.Blah.Blah

2010-04-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hey lovely.I'll shall be mushy today.*UK slang*So I' like tired.And my blog is super dead.like omg.I can't take it anymore.My blog songs change to another song.Which I hate it alot.And im damn lazy to find another song.Thanks alot BLOG!*roll eyes* bitch.

I can't stop thinking about you.
My world only revolve around you.
You're like a cloud.
You can be in different Attitude and behaviour.
But when I reach out, you will fade away.

Thinking of you make me wonder.
How do I go high.
When I'm all down here.
Do I use the plane.
Or pray for the best.

Do you ever notice me.
Or my mind just playing tricks.
lovin you was the last thing i knew.
But forgetting you is everything.

This is for you.Forever

Ayuni(:

2010-03-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

Blog is dead! Thanks!(:

I've tried but nothing works

2010-03-13T05:15:00.003+08:00

Studies tumbling up and down.Everything have to be keep secret.I hate it.Seriously.If the people you love hate you how do you talk to them.Oh gosh.I miss he/she. You know what, it hurt. You must be thinking I'm the happy-go-lucky. But guess what. I broke down just now.Its all because of you.I don't know if the cause of it is mood swing, but i really broke down.But I think you don't care.When you read this you'll tell people/roll your eyes/laugh/gossip.Do what ever you want.I don't care anymore.If you hate me or anything, just say straight to me face.I'll be happy about it.

This week sucks.Thats all I can say.

-Ayuni-

Who say being a bitch is hard?

2010-03-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

For the first time, i don't know how to start my blog.Weird.It's feel like a mother looking at hers newborn baby. Okay. Shut up.

The school days were awesome. As normal. Got scolded from Principle nearly nearly everyday. I'm never early. Always in time. What kind of Chairman am i? Horrible one i guess. Stressful week. But it goes as plan. Today was the best. Went to Suntec City for some E career stuff. Fun. Like a lot of University in Oversea which give us great future. OH MY GEEE. You must be thinking, BORING post right? -.-"

But after that, it was awesome. Laugh alot with TKG!Try saying "asl ade ade ade tkde"HAHA! Say "Liao"HAHAH! This two things are said by Diana and damn funny the way she say it.hahah! Me and Nadia talk rubbish all the way.Heaven and He"l all come out.Nadia is heaven and I'm hell.Coool what?We talk rubbish all the way. We don't care what people say or think. We are coolest among coolest! CHEY! HAHA! Okay im like tired to the max. Bed come to MAMA right now!

I still can't believe it that im in sec 4.Damn it. Okay ending here now.Chiow

Condition are meant to be follow.But what about your heart?

CHINGAY!WOOTS WOOTS!

2010-02-21T20:55:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG!
CHINGAY10 2A ROCKS MAN!
Actually everthing about chingay rocks!It was a blast.Only those who are involved and with us know how hyper up and entertaining we can be.Whats life with fun right.Okay let me tell ya one time.

ALOT OF HOOOOOOT GUYS.Me and diana like to name people by thier appearence.Like, gay boy, rihanna(ash name this), lobang hidong besar and many2 more.HAHA! I want to volunteer moreee!! My my say im addicted already to all this voluteering thing.Which is good when im going in Poly.Right mummy??Love you!

So people I lazy want to upload the pictures here.All the pic is in Fb if you are bored go have a look.And do watch out for a video from us.Well me, diana ,nadia and ash.hahaha(:

My wish didnt happen.
Ayuni

Hmmm.

2010-02-05T20:47:00.005+08:00

Worst year ever in history life.No one to talk to.Getting worst day by day.Keeping in my heart as secret.Thinking that I must leave.No one understand me.They blame me for this.I dont trust anyone right now.Sorry.

4th Febuary 2010.
Lost someone(s) in life.

On 1,2,3/2 nights. Nadia, Diana, Ash, Tiara and Hazwani sleepover at my house.fun.Rafidah sleep for one night.Take pic.will be uploaded soon.Camp was only fun on last day.Flying Fox at Bedok Reservoir.

FYI.IDK.IMY.IKR.TTYL.ILY.TYSM.BRB.BB

Did I do something wrong?

2010-01-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

You know, not every people get everything they want.Like me.I don't get everything I want.But sometimes it hurts so much to get something.I'm not asking for expensive stuff.I'm asking you!Is it too hard to be fulfilled?I want to have fun with you.But some thing will interrupt us.We've been together for so long yet you are treating me this way.I don't need expensive stuff.I just need you to talk.Is it hard.You always show attitude to me.What did I do wrong?Whatever you ask me to do, I'll do.Where ever you ask me to follow I'll follow.But when I ask you, you give 1001 excuses.If you hate me just say so.Every time I look at you, I feel Yucks and agitated.But there are time where i feel like crying.But still I have to fake a smile.And always be the joker and laugh.But in my heart, only God know.How many ups and down I've gone through.If you think you are going through alot worst.Ask me about my past.And trust me, you WILL be shock of it.But then it will be too late to ask.Because you don't know who I'm talking about.You will think this is a normal post.But it not.IF _____ can't help then ____ will be worst.I want you back.But day by day I hate you so much more than anyone know.

Stop thinking who is it coz even my closest friend dont know who!dont ask quest.just read or go close the window.And btw im not talking about relationship here(:

living life to fullest?NEH!
Ayuni

You wondered too much in my mind

2010-01-24T18:48:00.004+08:00

Hello!~
IF you guys really observed, i dont update often and only one per week.So dont comment.

Yesterday at 11 Nadia called me.Well i was sleeping.What do you expect?So pick up the phone and Nad say something and make me rush like mad okay!Put down the phonw at 11.20 and need to get out at 11.30!WTH!so went out catch a bus.Late luh!but the worst part Nadia and Ash wear shoe while i wear slippers.haiyooo.paisey to the max.Then bus-ed to Rafidah home.Play with her nephew and niece.Cute but noisy.Then bus-ed to Rasheeqa house.Waited for her and and family to get ready.PAly with her cute but annoying cat.Then went to Queensway Point(?) by car.FUN!Then went to Lau Pa Sat!Eat then saw rash friends.haha.Walked to esplanade.Took damn a lot of pic.Jump here and there.Then walked to Marina Square and Bugis all.FUN!Then went home.Okay Im lazy to elaborate.
We use rash new camera!!FUN TO THE CORE LUH ASS!BE JEALOUS!

School suck at the moment.Test here.Test there.Sometimes i dream about the test itself.horrible luh.Then homework.Teacher letcure all.Annoying to the core.But still scared for N level.Chiow(:

IKR kan!OMG luh!
Ayuni

You are so not thankful.We didnt came coz we have to pay.We invite you coz its free and anyone can come.So stop being so childish and grow up fucker!
Are you still part of us or not?not trying to be mean but you are avoiding us.come on.everyone got problem.stop being self centered luh!

Somehow somewhere, you are there.

2010-01-16T12:19:00.002+08:00

People say life is like roller coaster.It has up and down.Well for me it is only down for now.For nearly a week i guess.Im sorry but i cant tell you guys whats my problem.Only Diana knows it.She see the worst of me.Like no body ever see me.Not even my parent.She is the best.Thanks Diana.

Are you sure im your ____.I dont think so.You dont treat me fairly and now we dont even talk.So whats up?You always care about __ ____ and not me.What does he/she has and i dont.Doesnt mean she is your _____, you must always side her.Now life is really unfair.IF you knew what __ did to me.You will hate __ like hell.Well, both of them.School is even worst.I thought it could help.But with the rate im going, Im going to fail my N level and cant even continue my studies.Day by day i fake a ___ but do you know why?You wont care for the answer.Now we are like stranger.Seriously am i your ____.Or am i a ___ ___ ____ __ ____.or even better a ____ __ ___ ___ _____.FYI my imagination is running wild.We cant have fun anymore.Everynight right before i sleep ill ___.I bet you dont care.___, i miss you so much.If you were here, i can just run to you and ___.I just hope you are happy and you know what.If only i can __ _____ and meet you ___.I rather be _____ then living my life like this.How am i going to continue my studies if my life is horrible.Tell ME!

If you hate me just say so.
Ayuni

Horrible feeling is HORRIBLE!

2010-01-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

Have you ever got the feeling that you are right but you must be the one who say sorry?
Well yearh.Im feeling it right now!

I feel damn bad but i dont think i want to do it.It's embarrassing saying it for some reason.I feel sad coz im rude.But happy coz i stand up for my right.It feels like crying right now but why waste it when you'll know it'll happen again later.

Omg.Some people are just not helpful.They dont listen.When we talk to them, they'll ignore.How fuck up is that?But life can't always be perfect right?But why practice when nobody can never be perfect?

I think i really need to buy a hamster.Well atleast i can talk to it without interruption.Dont worry im not saying to one particular person.It's everyone.And i can even admire the cuteness of it!Oh my.That would be a perfect life for me.No practices needed.

Hamster are damn cute.But some people ask for it but didnt take care.How annoying is that.Get a life please.Dont make these animal suffer.Who you think you are?GOD?Please eh.Even HE dont make his mankinds suffer.You seriously need to learn your lesson.

SO there is school tmrw.Which is horrible too.More homework.More letcure.More scolding.More memorising.More painful hand.Less Tv.Less fun thing.
And I need to save money to buy 2 hamster coz my dad say they need friends.
But when it give birth i swear im not taking care of it.Let see how.

I love my family and friends.But why should i do?
Ayuni

ALoHA!

2010-01-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

So its 2010 the new year.And I dont feel anything.I donch konw why.Hmm..Nothing new this year i guess.Well I was blog hopping and many people post their new year resolution.I do have one.Let me tell ya'll mine.
1)Be e good girl in school and home.
2)Listen to my parent advise(wel most of it)
3)Study damn hard and pass my N & O level.
4)Buy an IPod and phone.
5)Not leting boys get in my way of studies(well some only)

5 is enough right?Well the rest ill keep in my heart and mind.And i hope this year gonna be a great year!

Yesterday went out with Diana.And we had lots&lots of fun.Especially the _____ part.And some people are so mean and let me and Diana starve to death from 12-5pm.How horrible is that.Never in my life it happen to me.And 56 people _____.Awesome!

I cant wait for school like serious.Well when i mean school i mean my friends.Nto teacher nor homework.Im living my live to the fullest for now.But when school start Im gonna squeeze all the note and lecture in my brain!OMG!

So people dont just enjoy but study also.Love the people around you and be happy in everything you do.

Superman?Dont think so!
Ayuni(:

Back For Real

2009-12-30T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hello Amigos!

Omg! I miss Singapore so much luh! I miss the tall building. The irritating noise of vehicles passing by my house.The irritating sound of my friends.Just kiddin yaw!Had lots of fun in Malaysia.I think i was there for more than one months?I guess so.Took alot of pics but lazy to upload.Blog will load damn slow luh.Lazy to wait.

And I cant believe it that school open next week and im a sec 4 girl.And i can believe it im gonna take 'N' level! It's too fast!

Ayuni
Damn annoying but i miss you!

2009-12-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

OMG!

AYUNI JUST UPDATED YESTERDAY.

hahah

i feel so fcuking happpy.

hahah

its so cute and fun because its like we're contacting thru blog?

heehhe

AYUNI I FUCKING MISS YOU LA!

ALAHH DORANG MSJ JER!!

AKU UPDATE KAN KAU OKAY!

AT IN EVERY SINGLE POST THERE WILL CONFRIM BE A 'I MISS AYUNI' !

tak cukup ke kak?

and and thanks for wishing my anniversary [:

hahah.

anyways, if your reading this right?

CEPAT CEPAT BALIK SINGAPORE !

ANDD MEET ME THE FIRST THING YOU COME HERE !

TELL ME YOUR 'ALOT OF STORIES' THAT YOU WANT TO SHARE!

HAHAHA

i'll be the first to know

coz i'm the nearest [:

OMG,

i miss you alot.

ajan just left for malaysia.

so now its gonna get even boring i tell you. urghh!

both sayangs not here ]:

boohhooo

I HOPE YOU READ THIS

To ayuni&baby:

I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

LIFE BEST!

2009-12-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

People im in kl right now.Yearh im like telling the whole world.Omg do you knw how much i miss using laptop.And tiara & diana i knw you are shock to see me updating myself!!

I MISS MY FRIENDS,TKG~

Okay im stuck in Shah Alam, KL and sleeping and my cousin friends house.And there is a cute cat.Tiara I got alot to tell you.and thnks for updating my blog.Ash too!Like there is million of stories.High chance ill contact you tmrw.high chance luh ehk.diana and TKG! i miss you guys more.ill try to get sourvanoir(?) okay spelling sucks!But im working now like just helping for fun.haha!see told ya i got alot of thing to tell.i miss singapore luh!but its fun shopping.tiara sorry babe.im out of cash.too much shopping.ni pon kluar duit cousin aku dok!kau py life amcm?diana kau gadoh ngan sape lak?smpi ade org mitak maaf pat fb?Nadia kau pey holiday amcm?aku masih stuck kat sini and i have to imigration building in melaka to extend my 1 months!tell me abt it!but im lovin in!Ash remember our bet?looks like im winning luh! and you owe me a movie treat!dan yg lain2 amcm?hidop alright?if you guys see properly, i speak like a malaka girls !haha.lorat kn?i knw! eh nad, asl kau pey msg lagi pjg dari yg lain?hahah

i have alot of picture to upload! abt millions!bedek uh tu!hahah.only hundreds! ni blom gi pinang lagi.christmas im going there.so fun.well not so luh!but im gonna shopping until the shopping mall close!haha!ayuni mepek giler.eh i miss you guys luh.eh korang tk kisah aku tulis byk2 kn?korang miss aku kn?

BTW TIARA ASL KAU TK MSG AKU CKP KAU RINDU AKU?DIANA NGAN NADIA MSG TAU TK!HAHA.mepek!!!

so im gonna end here!!i miss you guys too much luh!! i hope you guys miss me coz i dream abt tkg you knw!hhaha.okay!i want to watch the cat sleep!lebih peting kan kucing dari kawan pulak!hahaha! bye!!!!

2009-12-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

omg,

I think i made this blog more dead than it is

haaha

omg, yahh.

that time went to minimart then suddenly bum into ayuni's bro.

omg, i tell u!!

I WAS SHOCK!

I THOUGHT THAT AYUNI'S BACK.

buttt thenn ]:

her bro said that he and his mum would be going off to malaysia tomoro again.

they just came here for a while to take something i guess?

so i just said send my regards to ayuni & family.

goshh.

I JUST MISS HER !

she live the nearest to me and it wud be kinda easy if we were to meet up everyday,

rumahh opposite je pee :D

kayy lah, tomoro is me and babys 7TH MONTHSARY!

wow, thats long andd its tiara here again.

byebye [:

missing my girlfriends

2009-12-09T21:40:00.005+08:00

I SOMEHOW MISS SCHOOL & EVERYONE!

not only TKG, but also CELESTE,CHLOE,DINAH&more!

missing them much~

2009-12-08T13:47:00.003+08:00

tiara here

OMG!

i just miss the chalet times we had during my birthday celebration.

soo funnnn!

i just wish i could ton again,

well thats up to my mummy?

]:

heh,

ive been just hanging out with baby, brother and brother's gf.
playing monopoly lahh, game of lifee lahh.
i bet ayuni's missing it playing with me !
hhehehe.
boohuuuu!
and and soo fast its december. like seriously,
2010 IS COMING!
gahhh, we're goonna be sec 4 and
i bet its gonna be a tough year for almost everyone!

well, thats all for now.
hhehehe. okayys byebye!

kembali kepade ku

2009-12-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

hello !

tiara's backk !

Ash is here toooo!
Tiara's too lazy to post for ayuni so i shall do it.

Ayuni isint back yet from malaysiaaaaa. Kambing nye budak.

Tak tau nak balek kepe.

Ishk3.

busterd pe ash.

im not malas [:

just dunknw wad to post, hahahah

okay!

I MISS AYUNI!

ARE-YOU-SLEEPING!

hahahahahehehehohohoho. thats all [:

Tkg , mane koranngxzxz?

2009-12-06T15:11:00.003+08:00

hello hello !

Tiara-Raisha Binte ******* here !

sooryy ni blog jadi makin boring , hahah .

aku takde internet connection uhs !

haha.

but now i have !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Missing all those people up there !

TKG especially .

wen can we have another great outing huh?

its gonna bee damm funfun with them around !

im just currently spending more time with my baby,Ajan Salino . hehe

ANYWAY,

im suppose to update both nadia and ayunis blog since due2 ekor tu pi holiday while im still stuck in singapore helping them blog.

haha.

baekk kann aku?

dorang enjoy2, aku blog2.

but sadly, nads blog cnt connect . so i guess her blog gonna be as dead as ayuni's. ahhaha

I MISS YOUU ALL UHS !

serious shit sia.

dammm.

up up andd awayy !

2009-11-28T13:27:00.003+08:00

TIARA HERE [:

ayunii is currently away ]:

For about a month ?

damm,

so she leave me in charge of her blog .

hahah,

ask me to update update all .

its soo dam quiet without her , i tell you .

missing her lahh , haiyo .

no more lepak-ing bawah blok with her malam2,
no more playing game of life with her .

HAHAHA.

shes currently one of my close friends .

hehehe

gtg, ill be back posting again

SO WAIT KAY ? :P

OMG OMG OMG!

2009-11-26T16:35:00.007+08:00

WATS UP!

I WATCHED NEW MOON ALREADY!

Omg! But i'm not excited when i watch it.Well maybe i read the book too much and i expect something unexpected.I hate the ending.It makes me waiting for Twilight Saga: Eclipse.Come quick luh! OMG! So it Bella answer yes?or No?But i know the answer already.Well thanks to the book.

After watching the NEW MOON movie, went to slack with Tiara Brother & friends.Fun luh.Well Kinda.HAHAH!
So this is the pictures we've took!(:

The first few pic is at Tiara house.We Slacked there and played a game of life!(:
It was such a great day andi dont want it to end luh!

Btw im off to somewhere i dont even know but i know im going to malaysia first.like for 1 months! I LOVE YOU GUYS! wait for me to come back aites!
Dear TKG, im gonna miss you!
ok im off!

Ayuni
If fairy tales were real, i want to be in it.

Stop & stare

2009-11-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Yesterday went out with Tiara to meet Nadia.She is at Downtown East Chalet.So went in her "room" and meet her and her sis. Make new friends with an Old women!hahaha!We watch Orphan.Omg we shout like hell.Well we shout damn loud!Had lots of fun and get to know Nadia Lil Secret!shhhh! Had fun with them.Bought cake for my mom for her bufday which is on 22 nov!(:I lazy upload the pic.So blah blah blah!

Today went out with diana and her lil bro.Went out for shopping.A mini shopping.Then went to the library to accompany her lil bro to find a book.Her mom ask him to do so.So went there and it was weird coz we had alot of fun!too weird but true! Then went home!

I dont knw why it's sound boring but actually it s fun.like seriously fun luh!

So cant wait for NEW MOON TMRW! people be jealous! IF you guys are going to be there at Lido Cinema and you hear a girl shout, that would be me! I'm super excited!!(:

So nothing much to update!Lazy to put in pictures.like seriously.Ill update tmrw abt the Movie.So buhbye!(:

Ayuni
Life is wonderful after I meet you

OMG!

2009-11-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

NEW MOON! NEW MOON! NEW MOON!

Okay so new moon is coming up soon.And guess what, Tiara mom is giving me a free ticket for the gala premier(?).Sorry Tiara im telling the whole world.But im like so excited luh.Thanks so much Tiara.Love you till death bring us apart.haha.So when i saw a poster of NEW MOON with who ever and when ever, ill Shout "NEW MOON".hahah.crazy?i know.

I just cant wait.OMG!!

But i cant take train go Kampong.So sad but true.At least im going to watch new moon!woahoo yearh!hahahah!ookay im dead bored.

Ayuni
If you are a dream, can it be real?

Hell yearh!

2009-11-22T22:05:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

People-people!I just had a great day yeaterday.Had lots of fun with TiaraLoves. Went out at 11.40 and reach at 12.45. We were late for the movie and also make lots of noise. We eat loudly.Talk loudly.Cry loudly.And laugh loudly.We watch 2012! We cried like no body business.haha.Then went to eat pastamania. Well only Tiara did.Then went looking around for Ajan present.It was damn Fun!!

Tooked alot of pictures.And one of the pictures she looked like _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .haha.Betol tk tiara?It looks like only we know.haha!(:
So have fun looking at the pictures we took.Not happy shut up!(:

Ayuni
Maybe i dont love you but i admire you.

Just kidding

2009-11-20T00:07:00.004+08:00

ALOHA ME FRIENDS!(:

So today went out to Diana's crib.Fun luh.Played badminton all.But the best part is in the lift.
WE ROCKING WE ROCKING*jumping up&down* ARGHHHHHHH*fans shouting*
Haha.sorry babe.inside joke uh.Did you knwo that me and Nadia is a band and we got our first fan?hahaha.I hope you guys get it yearh!Went to her crib as it was raining heavily.And DIANA is scared of thunder!haha!sorry babe.im random uh!(:

So we went ot Diana crib and had a movie marathon.Well that what we plan but it never happen.Watch movie also halfway!NADIA AND ASH went ot buy food!(semangat oi tu anak!)Buy nugget luh, water luh, french fries luh! And they went to cooked all of it.Wasted sia.But me and diana have to eat coz its freee!hahaha.
Went home and online after that.
WEBCAM WITH DIANA OF COURSE!!AND PLAY JAMLEGEND!

Ouh btw people of SINGAPORE!
I just make Diana and her bro addicted to play Jamlegend.TiaraR otw to be one and one day Nadia will be one.
SO im urging you citizen of singapore to go this website and play this game.You gonna have a blast.
www.jamlegend.com

Some people already having dream abt this game.haha!diana you knw who!
Have fun playing and you will blame me and thanks me for it(:

Ayuni
If you think love hurt, breaking up is more hurtful!

Just stop and understand

2009-11-17T21:09:00.007+08:00

Hey loves.So yesterday went out with diana and had lots of fun.Well we went somewhere meet someone and something happen.hahah.Diana im keepng it low for you yearh.We meet Nadia,Rafidah and Rasheeqa at CS too.They went to watch 2012.damn it luh! Nevermind Diana we shall watch in together kay?Yesterday i webcam with Diana.Fun siao.So let the pic do the talking.

there is more pic but blog is damn slow at loading.so yearh.bye(:

Ayuni
Looking at you only make me fall in love again

Hey ladies!

2009-11-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO KOPI MILO!haha.so i didnt though today gonna be a great day.Today im suppose to go all the way to jurong west to attend some malay ritual(kenduri luh). i kinda fight with my mom in the morning but thing turn out well.

So skip that horrible part and forward to going home time.

So my eyes were damn red.It looks like vampire and remind me of Cullen's family.So kinda rush home.Bugged my family to death.Our way home was damn long.From boon lay all the way to tampines.So otw we talked and joke around!My dad play psp.my mom paly psp and my bro paly psp! OMG MY FAMILY IS AGAME FREAK!well not to forgot me.hahah.

During hari raya haji we are suppose to go kampong!hahah! funfunfun! My dad is not following.So the first thing in my mind is how we gonna go there?F***! i dont want to take bus! So tell my mom.how about taking train to MALAYSIA!well she agree.this is not the normal train dear friends.its the train at tanjong pagar.dont knw where?check map!

Omg im so excited.Coz usually only watch in Tv but now im gonna be in the train myself!i want to be in first class train."first class first class first class...."chanthing with finger cross!Im seriously excited.But im not watching twilight saga "NEW MOON" .Well damn it luh.I want to watch but what to do.In life you must learn to give and take.So now im giving my chances to watch New Moon and taking my opprtunity to take a train.HAHAHA!

So Tomorrow im gonna spent my day with Diana! It gonna be a blast luh!Im getting my Frappe soon!Like atlast luh.DIANA OWES ME THREE FRAPPE! So i cant wait tmrw.I dont think pictures will be uploaded but blog will be uploaded.Insyaallah!tehheee

So good bye people! Have a nice day!(:

Just stop

2009-11-06T19:56:00.003+08:00

In life when your vehicle miss a turn, there is always a U-turn at the next turn.But life, you must not miss a turn or make mistake.You must think through on your choices.Maybe you think it doesn't mean anything to you, but think back.There is always one small part in life that you just want it not to happen.

And let me tell you, it happen to me.Alot of times.And some of it when i think back, i think i did my best.And you can never change it. What happen in life can never be change.It stays there forever in your mind and can never get you.Sometime i hope that my brain worked like a memory card.I can just upload whatever i want but when i hate it, i can delete it with a click of a button.

Life is always unfair to us.Agree?I just want my life to be simple.I don't want to have a popular life like celebrities nor i want a life where im all alone. But GOD doesn't want my life to be that easy i guess.My life has always been fun of pressure and stressness. Most of the adult say, when now you have a hard time, later on in life something good will happen to you.

I don't believe that actually.To me everything is going upside down.When something great happen to me, it always didnt' turn out well.It ALWAYS happen. just wish my life was simple.Nothing pathetic.But all i can do is just pray to GOD and continue living!

Ayuni

OMGOMGOMG!

2009-11-05T23:06:00.002+08:00

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Did i tell you guys that im obsessed over Twilight saga?I think i did.Well i just can't wait.Come on come to momma.haha!

AND alot of things happen to muah.The whole day was a blast.Well blast wasnt a good word.No word can describe it.If i can, ill shout to show my happyness. I only hate one part.It happen in Tampines Inter.Well only someof us know about it! AND OMG goingwas the best time ever.Im not talking about it but it was the bestest thing that happen to me!
I LOVE TODAY!
5th NOVEMBER 2009!

Okay. Im hyper like a ____! Healthy like a horse.Smiling like a _____! HAHAH!! How I wish i can repeat today again.I'll explain more tmrw.when im free. And i'll upload the pictures. Not all but some cool one!(:

Btw jumping pictures suck.TKG know but public don't knw aye!

Ayuni

SENTOSA!SENTOSA!SENTOSA!

2009-11-05T12:22:00.005+08:00

So some people are jealous i didnt write their name!As im so nice(shut up nadia i knw what u r thinking) I make abt you guys.Well TKG only.Is there guys in TKG?gosh im sorry.So have fun looking at the pictures.

And im suppose to get ready.HAiyoo! TKG outing larh.Going sentosa seh! Fun Fun.Tiara is feeling the stress right now.So chill.Ill post all the pictures when i come back from sentosa.When im free luh.I hope everybody is coming.And some are not coming for some particular reason.So wish me luck and i hope it'll stop raining.It's like raining heavily.Come on GOD please make the rain stop.I hate it!

Ayuni
Keep moving forward!!

A place to be alone

2009-11-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

Everything change.

Okay this some phrases that is in my mind.Well everything change. But this change is too sudden. I have to be comfortable in this situation. I guess life has to be continue as always.

Never thought it would turn out this way.

Ayuni

Gue cinta sama lue!

2009-11-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

So, now i want to say something! I want to thnks dearest special someones.This dearest person is the best among the best! I can't imagine living in this world about them.Want to know who are they? HAHA! Okay.in alpahbetic order.I heart them more then my own life!(:

Well, this is nothing special. But still they are the best.They are my biatch! I just want to tell you that nobody can ever replace them.Not even if i live for 1 thousand years. I think the pictures look better 'live'.haha.So people, if you have friends, theasure them. Don't neglect them. Sometimes things that come for free worth more than those you paid for (:

Yesterday i was watching tv as always like usual.So the advertisement about S'pore Idol was on. Sunddenly I got this idea, what if im inside and i have to sing my parents favourite song.
So this is how the convo went.

Its in malay.im lazy to translate
ME:Ibu, klu seri kene nyayi lagu yg ibu suke,lagu pe ibu nk seri nyanyi?
MOM:Lagu(thinking)hmmmm.Enjit2 semut!
ME:Ibu betol2 luh.lagu pe.klu seri masok Spore idol cam ne?lagu pe nk nyanyi?
MOM:Lagu twinkle2 little star!(excited)
ME:(rolling my eyes away)
MOM:(laughing her ass off)

Well talking to mother can sometimes make us angry but hey, they are there for us when we need them(although their advise doent work sometimes).She is my biatch too! For me my mom is the best mom ever.Tell me wose parent doesnt mind their children having a relationship and asking their children their patner home to them?And even allow their children to share relationship prob?I dont think there is.Well she is the best. She does allow me to have a bf and bring them home.&& allow u to share us probs.How cooool is that!

Rahimah(my mother) is the best of the best!!!Nobody can replace her.Nobody2 in this world.Even you give me all the money in the world i will still keep her no matter what!
I PROMISE!

Promise are meant to be keep(:
Ayuni

CUTE LUH

2009-11-03T16:07:00.004+08:00

Hello random people!HAHA! It's been long since i update my blog. Yearh.Nothing much to update.Well today i got something to say be told to you guys.

Today i've got school.Well all Sec 3 in my school have school.But someone didn't go!Haiyoo.So that part nevermind. The first period - which is maths - drag like hell.It feel's like 2hours when actually it just 45mins.So plan to cabot.So we did.

Went all the way to Toa Payoh to eat KFC and meet Ajan afterward.Bus-ed back to tampines.And we are back to square one!*inside joke*.So while in the bus, there is a family of Indian family tooked the same bus later on.Then this indian boy suddenly seat beside me - as i was seating at the last row in the middle - witohut thinking.

He was damn cute.Okay, so nevermind. Then a few minutes later we heared music. I just ignored it. Then one of the family member -which is a women - turn to me and the boy.So this is what happen

WOMEN: Eh, my phone!my phone!
As for me, i was blured.
ME: (turned to the boy)
WOMEN:In your pocket!In your pocket!
(pointing at the boy)
BOY: (you not gonna believe what he did)
Rubbed his hand at the teens boy next to him pocket.
ME:(holding my laugh & finding the phone in his pocket)

Well I found the phone and pass it to her. And she thanked me. It was hilarious okay.Then the boy cousin - which s a girl - saated in front of him. When the boy went to his aunt(which was the women) the girl tunrned to us(me. tiara & ajan).Stared at us suddenly.Fun and awkward in a way though.So we don't really care.

Out of no where, the girl start singing some song.I don't know the song but it was pretty hilarious.So me and Tiara had to laugh.And we started to sing"when she grow up..."*inside joke*.So this whole trip was pretty hilarious.And had a funny Indian family! They were cutr okay.Expecially the boy!haha!He make me want to have children faster.When its legal kay!So one long post about them.

I really want you to understand my feeling
Ayuni<3

NEW MOON! NEW MOON! NEW MOON!

2009-10-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

OMG.Im so into Twilight Saga.I cant wait.And i found this in the web.Well somewhere.haha.Actually i want to post it for the fun of it yaw so i know the timing and stuff!!(:

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ICANT WAIT!20/11 COME QUICK! i MUST WATCH IT FAST!

Damn it.

2009-10-28T20:20:00.004+08:00

Hey(again).Well people, this is my so called my third post.haha.And yes you are correct(if you are guessing) Im hell of a damn bored.This time is worst.Well before that i have MORE PICTURES IN MY COMP.And im lazy to upload.It take hell alot of time.So yesterday stayed at home the whole day.Well, i was rotting like a horrible mushroom in the house.Cooked some food.But not fulled.Waited for mom to be back from work and planned to cook for her.And damn it.I did it!Sweet sucess!Although she help me a little bit, but still i cooked the dish.She appreciate it alot.Although it is just spagetti, but still i cooked for her.First try man.So here is the pictures!(:

And yes, it is very untidy.But who cares.At last the food in the bowl is eaten and the plates will be wash.hehe.But im not good at it yes.And i think this is my last post for today.haha.Did you knw that too much typying can cause fingercramp(rubbish)!Maybe not coming to school tomorrow.Im worn off.Today I've drained all of my energy.So BYE!

Well guess what, i know about it too.It's our secret now huh?I don't want to blow this whole thing but.But hey we are friends.And you treat the person tht way?Well i hope you "terase".When i heard what you did, I was super shocked.But I guess I can't change anything.

Ayuni

PICTURES!

2009-10-28T19:01:00.027+08:00

Heyhey!

2009-10-28T18:54:00.004+08:00

So people i went to Malaysia to celebrate my cousin university graduation.It was fun.And I swear we eat super alot.haha! Went to alot of place.Actually i very lazy to type.Well i'll just upload the pictures and let them speak in thier own language.haha.SOOOO.chiow!

Ayuni

If there is one thing i can do, it is to forget you.

2009-10-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hey cantek, jambu, lawa, sexy, cute, adorable,friendly TKG.And hello to all who is kpo-ing reading my blog.Thanks for reading.Life been super great.And it was fun being rude.Sound rude?So?Go and try and don't be scared.hehs.ANDAND, if you are fighting with someone, talk face to face.If the person say."I got no time for talk"or something like that, he/she is a FUCKING penakot aka scary cat.You must agree with me right.Duh.

I want to ask, if your name is involve in a conflict, but most of it is your friend name, what will you do?Will you just watch and stare at the free show of fighting?Or will you be by your friends side?Well duh second choice.Why must be scared.And if the whole world want to join the fight then you are most welcome.Right?Stupid human.And stating your opinion isn't wrong.Anybody can do it.No worries. Tk mati arh cume muke tk tau malu jek larh ehk.Well congrat for nothing.hah!

Well if you are talking about my friends then woah. Well your blog kn? Tulis larh panjang2. Lain kali tulis buku abeh bagi aku satu and sigh autograph kay?Macam gerek gitu bace buku orang pey life.And klu aku pon aku spam blog klu tkde keje.TApi nampak nyer aku tk slalu online so aku tkde time nk SPAM!

And friends, i dont need your comment .I'm not desperate by asking you guys to comment about it.NO life.But hey, kau pey blog arh! So gi mampos.Well kau nk mati pon cantek dok.Lagi gembire dunie akuTKG nyer dunie lagi happy.Tak menyusahkn nk tgk muke kau tiap hari.AH, kn aku dah marah.pukimak betol.And too bad aku pukimak terase.

So people as i was saying.I had fun disturbing people.HAHA! TKG you guys paham-ing me right?cool yearh.Exam?Stress.We had it in hall.How scary!Last paper this friday.Wish me luck people.

Well someone fell in hall while doing today maths paper2.haha!Are you okay? I hope you are.I dont know how you feel but i bet it's damn embarassing.So chill yearh T****!

If i had superpower, it will be forgetting the past.
Ayuni

GET LOST!

2009-10-08T14:16:00.003+08:00

Hello friends and enemy.Yesterday was one on of those horrible day where i can just tear my uniform infront of the teacher.I was sick.Horribly sick.I think the cause of the sickness is the food i bought the day before.Some rice i thought it gonna be nice.Stupid shop.

Thanks to all my Girlfriends for caring so much for me.Thy were damn sweet.(: I could go home but i just don't want my mom to rush from work.So thanks to me for not being self-centered, i have to wait freaking 8 hours fro her to come back.Went to the doctor but all the doctor will only open at 6.30 and the time is only 5.30.Damn pissed off.I rushed back home as i was having diarrhea(?) and headache.Then at 7.30 went ot the doctor.One damn long queue.I got every sickness.Fever, running nose, sore throat, headache, diarrhea, and stomach gastric.OMG!The worst of the worst.

Then the doctor gave me 6 medicine and 2 days of MC.I was like what then my exam how?He told me i can;t get near to anyone as this can affect people easily.Thanks alot doc.The medocine is damn making me drowsy.I sleely from 11pm to 12.30.One damn nice sleep except for the flu.URGH!But still, i have to mugged like one crazy person.Or im going to failed my EOY and repeat sec 3.haiyooo.

Actually i have SS paper today.But i didn't go and it was good as i can't concentrate what the teacher was talking as i was sick.Whatever she say was like crumple up together and nothing sound right.hehs.

I'm thinking, how was the SS paper.Did you guys manage to do it? I want to know.reallyreally know.But i dont want to do it.haha.sorreh.Im damn drowsy right now.Im i writing the right was or the words is upside down.haish.People, good luck for your exam and result and may GOD bless you everyday

I need your hug & love
Ayuni

Just zip it!

2009-10-05T19:07:00.002+08:00

So life is fun and exciting.Oh yes, hello ladies & gentleman, boys & girl, Hot and sexy, Nerd but kind , bitch and slut and last but not least dude & duttes(?). Life is super great now if you guys were thinking. School was always fun except for the fact that TKG miss nadia and ash. Come to school fastfast kay? We miss you lots&lots.

Im still angry with people in this world though! Well most of them.Ugrh.And for sure you don't want name to come out in here.So some problem in school.First, there is this nenek who is a cleaner in my school. Can say her age is 60+. I pity her alot.So just now she was picking up rubbish near our school cafe and of of the ice-cream cup fell on the floor.There were many student walking there.And bloody fucking chibye guess what.They acted as if the cup isn't there and kick it.And at that point of time i was having PMS(thanks to someone). I saw the whole incident and kinda shouted at them.All they do was stop and stared.What the hell.Don't you have respect for an elderly.Stupid junior.Then another incident happen in Tampines Mall.I don't want to elaborate and it's about me and a guy.Diana knows the whole story.

I can't wait for tmrw. Seriously. Diana knows why(again) coz she is my beloved sister.Hehs(:

Please lah, there is kids in everyone
Ayuni

Hari Raya!

2009-10-04T18:44:00.004+08:00

Heyhey! Yesterday i jalan raya with my girlffriends and two guy.Well there is only me, Tiara, Diana, Shafiqah,Rasheeqah, saiful and Nazley.Shaf and nazley waited for me, tiara and diana for quite a long time.Thanks to me hair for the long time but it didn't turn out how is suppose to be.Still thanks to Diana for eing so dearest.So first house was Rasheeqah.Eat talk take pictures and ect.You guys don't need to know.Then to Cikgu Suzana house.MY GOD! The baby is damn cute.&& Shaf knows how to take care of baby well and it looks like nazley got chance eh?*winkwink*

Off we go to Saiful house.Damn it was a long walk.His house got two kitten and love to bite tiara dress.Pity tiara.After that went to Hazirah house.We are kinda lucky as there is an open house(but we eat a little only) and there is a lot of people(well duh!).And we are late.It's 9.00+.we don't want to disturb anyone.

Off to Sharlene house.We stayed there for a while then left early.But Diana have to leave early.*wave*Bye diana.Then last but not least Mr Siddiq house.We eat his wife mee goreng.Super duper nice seh! After that eat ice cream with chocolate syrup(yummy). Then play Wii.Shafiqah challenged with Mr Siddiq but she lost.No worries shaf.You can challenge him next time.HAHA! Hell of damn fun night.Shafiqah's dad sent me and Tiara home.Rash went with epul.So we took alot of pictures to finish(?) the battery.haha.So many pictures and atlast it's finish.I'm damn happy arh!But mom isn't.She letcured me(as usual).HAHAH!So thats my bestest hari raya this year(for now) Im still waiting for 9th.come on be quick!

Hey Sharlene, I don't know why you want to post about us going to your house.It's nothing big actually.And you did layan use in a great way actually.And please.You are a malay for sure you understand malay.Don't tell me that you are mix so you don't understand.So " Kami semue telah meninggalkan rumah anda dalam keadaan tergesa-gesa kerana, pertama hari sudah malam dan kami harus pergi ke rumah cikgu yang terakhir.Kedua Kamu sekeluarga juga baru pulang dari menziarahi rumah saudara kamu jadi kami tidak mahu menyusahkan kamu.Ketiga, kamu seperti tidak mahu layan kami jadi kami pun beransur pulang.Adakah kamu faham melayu saya atau kamu mahu saya memanggil seseorang untuk memberitahu kamu dalam bahasa inggeris?Jadi sekarang, ini adalah blog saya.Suka hati saya mahu cakap apa dan tentang siapa.Kalau kamu tidak puas hati, jangan baca."Thank you for reading my precious blog.Appreciate it alot.And trust me, most of use are not happy with you.

Pictures will be uploaded soon.Most of it.So wait for it people! If you think im being rude then you should be in my shoes(:

I'm still me
Ayuni

This isn't me.

2009-09-26T19:58:00.013+08:00

Heyheyhey love! My blog is superduper dead.And guess what, someone use my line.Well at first hr/she use my friends line which was "bloody swine" then i found out he/she uses my line " i know, you know but public don't know".yearh thats. Well love there is alot of words in this world make you own. I know that you are damn creative!But whatever.

Okay, so my hari Raya was damn fun. I celebratre it at Melaka. OMG play bunga api all.Malaysia is more fun to celebrate.I have lot&lots of pictures.But it'll take alot of time to be edited. Sorry guys. You want it, you'll wait for it(: Had alot of fun. Haha! Although get malaysia riggit for hari raya, but still it the best one ever.Okay because i'm a nice person, i shall upload the pictures (: hehe.

This was fun&exciting!

Okay let the pictures describe my happiness!(:

Abang hairy menyebok jek! haha.relax bro!semangat sgt.
My cousin.Well this is just 1/7 of them.(:

Cute giler dioerg! Lots&lots of cute baby larh!

Family Potrait Time! yeah!!!

Cantek kn kite?haha

So folk this is not even half of my Hari raya pictures! yes there are more of them.haha! i shall upload all of them when im free.Maybe later2.hahah.So folks, this is all i have for you.Chiow people!

Damn larh!

2009-09-19T05:47:00.016+08:00

"Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody i start and can't complete
Listen to the sound deep within
It's only beginning to find release.

Listen, i am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And i've tried and tried to sat whats on my mind
You should have known"
Beyonce-Listen

Hey! For the first time in my secondary school life, school was fun.Well not coz of studies but it because if Wii. I came to school just to play it. HAHA! how fun and shiok is that. Nobody can resist it. Play boxing until sweating.Can lose weight you know.The rest of school was boring. Exam is coming.Lot&lots of revision paper.Teacher nagging.Class damn noisy.Tuition suck as always.
But there this part that is also fun AND it's IRREPACEABLE. Me and Tiara dance like mad women in class and take video!Alot i tell you!haha! I shall upload it soon! After nadia upload it.

So bought new camera yesterday.HArd time.My mom was shocked to find out that weneed to pay a total of $1,099.85 for 5 years.My mom damn shocked i tell you.So change a different one.And bought this.AND cheaper.

Nice right??!! I tell you, when you hold it, damn it light.HAHA! im exaggerating larh! But hey, at least i have camera now. And mom will stop letcuring me about other family having camera!hmph!It's much more prettier i tell you and lighter.HAHA! I shall take lots&lots of pictures and upload it in my blog.muhahaha!(evil laugh)Tomorrow is HARI RAYA.Going to kampung-kus!May be back on tuesday.I will skip school! yearh! But trust me the money i get there will go to Rahimah fund!(a.k.a my mom's pocket) It's no use to me.And i can't buy anything there.I dont really like the stuff there.people dont terase kay!?!

So i guess ths is it.My last post.Goodbye people And have a wonderful life.
To all muslim,

selamat hari raya!
maaf zahir dan batin!
dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki!
halalkan makan minum kus!
Jalan baik2.
Tgk kiri dan kanan bila menyeberang jalan.

Sape yg paham melayu especially diana, maksud ku adalah cross the road doink!

tunggu lampu hijau baru jalan.jangan merah kau jalan!
pandu tu cermat larh cikit.

Again for diana,maksud ku drive carefully.Dont drink driving kay!tapi minom tiger beer tk pe!huak3!

Dah tu je pesanan ku.
tak yah lebih2.

Makne nyer diana, message dari aku.

^_^
Okay larh korang, pe lagi nk bace.
aku nyer pesanan dah habis
Gi larh tolong mak kat dapur buat ketupat ke lontong ke.
ni tak bace blog orang jek ke.
kau tu anak dara.slalu kan larh kemas rumah.

cheycheychey! step aku buat jek! hahaaha!tapi atleast aku tk bace blog orang!hahaah!penat larh aku nk layan korang.
eh korang nk tau tk, ash cute, diana hot, nadia sweet, tiara sexy, rafidah talented?
hah! skrg aku bialng kau.mesti korang tgh ketawe kn atau ckp 'awwww' kn.
aku bleh predict future.korang pon k-po ehk? dh cukup gi blog orang lain.
aku dah penat type ni.klu tk leh bace ni bagos jugak sape pakai cermin mate besar(opps!) jek bleh npk.
sorry diana tk segaje.haah! alarh hari raya nanti aku mintak maaf ngan kau.hahaha!
skrg not the right moment.haha!so korang thank for reading my wonderful blog ye!

Chiow amigos! collect duit raye byk2 tau! sayang korang larh siol!

ayuni hyper!
yearh!

okay larh tu cukuuuuuup bace!! ingat pesanan(message) aku tau!

(people the word in read are suppose to be small.but thnks to bloody blog it turn out big and i edited it lot&lots of my worderful time!

PANTAT ITIK!

2009-09-16T21:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO earthlings, the earth says hello! HAHAH! Okay i got alot to say in my post today. And yes yes i'm sorry for the last post. It's the Ramadhan months so it kind of boring for the past few week. Well not all the days are boring, it's just tirinig. Those who never fast before, and you are saying "WTH, FASTING ALSO CANNOT TAHAN ARH"(or in any other language) how about you try to eat before dawn(5.30am) and do all the activity you always do(but not consuming any solid/liquid) and wait until it's 7.15pm.After you fast then judge me okay!?

So it has such a busy week. Actually only for one day and i love it! I buy my Hari Raya costume on that day at geylang. It's damn fun. Walk around and feeling the heat in the middle of hundreds of people. Yes Yes it was fun. I learn one new thing, Malay people, when they hit another person, they'll just walk off. No sorry, no nothing. I dont mean the senior people but even the younger ones!! Went to buy my costume it is blue and purple. HAHAAH! Bought alot of stuff. Then went home. It was longer actually but lazy!

I can't wait for Hari Raya! The kuih and of course and the $$ raya. I want the day to come as fast as possible. But then exam will be faster! Haiyooo! So stress! Thanks to all the teacher as they are giving us alot of revision paper. The tuition teacher also has the same thinking as the teacher. Too much thing to do! So stress!

Guess what,

[T][K][G] gave me a frame for my birthday! So sweeeeeeeeeet right. There is a collage of me and all the stuff i want for a very long time! It was kind of surprising for me. But it's the sweetest present ever! AHAHA! Thanks to TKG for making my day a happier one!

Okay i want to go now. I want to end my speech here! haha! lol! Adios Amigos

Guess what, you are not in my heart anymore
I'm lovin it!
AYUNI

GEREK GILER!

2009-09-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

OLLA GUYS!Today was damn fun! I swear it was! Well TKG and Isma knows but public don't know.SO yearh guys. If you love me, keep it low. haha! Today i turn into a violent freak. I box,smack and kick people. I mean my guy friends.Not girls.chill kay. Ww had alot of fun. When i say fun, i really mean it. Went home quite late and i'm sorr coz did took any pictures today. But who cares, i had a great fun and nobody gonna stop me. Maybe going out again. But guess what, i'm not sure if my mom going to allow me. I really hope i can. I want to meet _____ again. IT was fun talking to ______ okay. haha! well thats all folks! challowbayteh! ahaha.i know lame!

My birthday!

2009-09-06T16:11:00.001+08:00

HelloHello! Yes guess what! It's my birthday yesterday! HAHA! Yes im already 15! I feel so old!! Thanks to all the wishes that you guys gave me.I swear, i appreciate it alot(: I thought of posting pictures , but guess what, thanks to blog, i can't post any pic.well done blog.As always, my birthday is damn boring. I just stayed at home and most of the time i sleep.Yes sleep! When it's time to break-fast i wake up! Nothing much to do at home.okay nothing much to post.Im seriously out of words!i think my blog gonig to be dead any time now!chow people(:

**I GOT PRESENT FROM DEAREST TIARA BBY&AJAN BRO AND DIANA LOVE! TIARA GAVE ME A DRESS AND DIANA BOUGHT FOR ME A STRECABLE BELT! SWEET KN DIEORG! AKU SYG DIEORG SGT2!! KITEORG TIDAK BOLEH DIPISAH KN WALAUPUN APE-APE YANG TERJADI!(:

[T][K][G]

2009-09-04T21:25:00.007+08:00

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Ayuni
have friends? well be thankful you have one(:

I'm trying my best

2009-09-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

I tried everthing.From changing my attitude to changing my clothes and appearence.But looks like nobody appreciate it.Yup nobody does appreciate it.I dont know what you guys want from me.Thanks for all the stupid compliment you guys give about my appearence. Although you tried to make me feel better, but deep in my heart i don't.

I feel damn stupid for the changes in me.I keep thinking is it right or have i made the wrong choices in life.I want to tell you guys what i think badly but im sorry.This is such a stupid thing to share with.Too stupid to even think about.Maybe to you guys itss nothing but to me it,s such a huge thing that i feel like killing myself.

Yup killing.Sound stupid?But guess what, i'm ready to die slowly in a horrible way and to meet HIM.Actually i just want to meey my nenek.Omg, i dont even konw if she love me or not.I dont even know if my parent love?Sound stupid?But guess what(again) i've been thinking about it since im 6 years old.And i never found the answer.I don't even konw the motive behind me living in this world.Maybe HE just want me to get hurt more?

And hey guess again and again, i've manage to keep all the problem to myself for nearly 15 years.I just want everthing to end tomorrow.Yup tomorrow.And i hate the day i was born.Every minutes and second of it.People love their birthday because you guys get present from the people you love.But to me present make people waste money on someone.I sorry if i hurt you guys feeling but it does.I feel stupid for all this talking or should i say blogging.

I don't even konw what i want.Like what my friends always say "orang tak cukup kasih sayang."(people who has not enough love) Maybe it's me.I don't even know what im saying.When the next few days or week came and i read this post, i shall laugh and feel embarressed for myself then again after a few monthns i'm going to write something rubbish like this and make you guys read it, AGAIN!

But hey, no matter what happen tomorrow is/are going to be a normal day without any doubt.Nothing will be recieve from me.
Tomorrow, people will forget about it. Trust me.

I want it to end quick. No matter what happen i love people around me even if they are my enemy

I guess now i know what guys first reaction when they first meet me.Thank for tell me ______.

Ayuni

hmmmm.

2009-08-30T17:20:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. I am so bored today.So i upload all the pictures in my computer to my blog. hahaha! Yup2.Super bored i tell you.Okay now im like waiting to break-fast! i cant wait.although i cant, but still i want to eat! haha! I wish people that i love are around me now. So we can talk, chat and what ever we can do! Yup i miss them alot! Dont you miss the people you love thats not with you? Its different with people you are with now.They really understand you and always stand by your side no matter what happen.Yes im a little instrumental today.Very i tell you.Omg how i wish i can spent one whole day with the people i love/care/concerned/cherish! Okay im over the top instrumental already. Well people cherish your love one and take care of them well as one day you'll never know when you going to lost them.It might not be now but could be tomorrow or anytime.

I miss you.Everyday.But i have to forget you.Should I?

YAY!

2009-08-30T16:40:00.008+08:00

Pictures on 20 August
Day before puase(:

pictures(:

2009-08-30T16:23:00.015+08:00

This is the picture i owe you guys.
Pictures from chalet 14-16 August

Have fun looking yaw(:

i tried

2009-08-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

Im confuse.Should I tell you that i like you? Or should i just keep it as a secret?
Do you like me too? Or am i just having high hope? People around me are talking.
And i dont like the way its going to.I dont have he chance to meet you.Nor contact you.
maybe im too shy to talk or meet.But i keep thinking abt you.Yes i do.And i kinda miss you.

But i have to forgot you.Not because i dont like you any more.Its just that i dont see we can furture our friendship.I dont get to meet you.And everyday i have negative though about you.
Maybe i do have high hope on you. but hey, it's nice knowing you.although we meet for a while but i cherish the friendship we had.I wont loathe you but i will try to avoide you when we meet.

i'll try to coninue my life like always but i always remember you no mater what happen

i miss you but i have to forget you

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY(:

2009-08-23T21:02:00.001+08:00

It's TIARA RAISHA BIRTHDAY TODAY!

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BITHDAY TO TIARA RAISHA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....!"

HAHA! I CANT POST HER PICTURES! BLOODY HELL! BUT STILL, I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I HOPE SHE HAVE A LONG LIFE!
I HOPE SHE WILL STAY HAPPY AND STAY PRETTY(ALWAYS) HAHAH! I'LL PRAY THAT EVERYTHING WILL GO WELL FOR HER IN LIFE(:

AGAIN.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TIARA!(:

IT HAS ARRIVE!

2009-08-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

WOAH! Ramadhan has arrive. So cool! Yesterday, it was kinda boring. Coz i kinda don't know what to do. So plan with Tiara and she came to my house to watch DVD! We're trying to waste time or in Tiara language it is called kill time. We did waste time but it was kinda quite! But who care! Its fun to kill time

Today suppose to me Ping Yi guys, Ben, Isma and all. But thanks to their excuse(s), we reach Bedok Inter and dont know what to! Meet Ajan And slack all the wat till 6.30 at Bedok Library! It was fun! Although it is just a library it is fun reading okay. So to all children and teenagers, to waste time, go to library and slack all the way! The place is filled with air-con so why not right? It's the bestest palace ever! haha! Im damn bored right now! I WANT TO UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURES BUT I CANT! THNKS TO BLOG!

I miss chalet! but nevermind. When school close, we're gonna have TKG chalet. i hope*cross finger* We're gonna collect money from tomorrow onwards and use it to booked chalet. I cant wait! I REALLY CAN'T WAIT! HAHAHA!

OKAY! im talking rubbish! c'ya soon! I mean talk to you guys soon! btw thnks for reading my boring blog!(:

CELEBRATE WHILE WE CAN!

2009-08-23T20:35:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan is coming and it is this saturday! Damn it! But It sure going to be fun! So i plan to celebrate it while we can. I ask Tiara And Ajan out to have fun at night. We plan to play bowling but it was super full! So plan to watch movie but it gonna end late. Called Rafidah to join us! It was kinda boring at first. WE went to eat a KFC and plan what to do. At last we went to Ehub! arcade! Played alot of games. Until we have top up the card a few time. It was the bestest day ever! Although it's ramadhan the net day but still! haha! We also took alot of pictures but all thank to blog that i can't upload the pictures. I dont want to take the long way. So annoying.

*edited*

Guys sometimes can make you feel in love. But sometime it can hurt you more than anything. So girls, do take care of yourself and choose them wisely. When you are around them be careful of their sweet talk! Without them you can still live on you know.(:

CELEBRATE WHILE WE CAN!

2009-08-23T20:35:00.001+08:00

TEST? OMG! OMG! OMG!

2009-08-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

TEST? Did i study? haha! Of course not! Only for maths! But still did teribbly. How is my result? Well dont ever think about asking coz im not telling you! I had a fun week! Yes i do! All the fun and excitement! Especially after school! Well nothing much to talk about during the weekend. I just want the weekend to repeat again. I have a great fun! And thanks to the chalet, i met someone. Admire another was heart melting! YUP! Only some of us know who is it! But Ash, the BET have to go on. haha! i got no money to pay for movie treat!! how? can owe first? hahaha! kidding! nothing much to say! CHIOW!!

TEST? OMG! OMG! OMG!

2009-08-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

Chalet 14-16 August!

2009-08-22T12:57:00.003+08:00

Hello people! On the 14-16 August, tiara have her advanced birthday party. I thought it was just gonna be a normal chalet. But damn! It was fun!

Okay, first day, me tiara arrive. Her mom, aunt and bro were there to check in already. They went off and kris and fatin arrive. Eat my mom Kuey teow. They say it was nice. Then Rafidah and Ash came.slack2. Went to Mac, Slack more.Then left me, Tiara, Ash and Fish. watch movies while waitng for Ajan. We were to hungry so eat at Mac and went back to chalet.

Second day was fun as it was the main event.like twoINone! haha! First was her 'Advance' birthday party. I swear there is a lot of people! HHAAH! Fun like hell yaw! Make friends with her Brother friend.they are like super friendly not like some guys.haha! Then cut cake and stuff! ME and Ash was like full so we didnt eat a thing except having fun. Later on we celebrated Tiar[A]jan 3rd Anniversary. They were so sweet like sugar. I think sweetter than sweets! During midnight, me, Ash, Rafidah, Isma and Ali kecik(?) slack in the room while tiara talk to the other outside. We play card games talk about ghost.And you knw what? Ali mom got 'kena' by the nenek keropok! Damn scary seh! Talk and talk rubbish all the way then went to sleep around 4+am - 5am? The next day all the guy went home except for me, Tiara, Ash and Rafidah. Play games, wathc movie and play wrestling! haha! then took alot of pictures! step model larh! it sounded fun? Well you guys should be there! It's more fun when you are there LIVE! hahaha!

Pictures? well blog is crazy right now. Waste my time editing only. So i'll try my best to upload all the pictures ASAP!

[You were forgotten awhile on this day.im happy(:]

Pre National day!

2009-08-09T22:43:00.005+08:00

Okay.so on 8th August, my school celebrate Pre National day.it was kinda fun. But weird in also.it was fun as we had a great fun.it was kinda weird as normally im not into celebrating all this kinda.its very irritatinng when you board a bus and evryone was staring at you.but so what!haha SO we have the celebration!

Blah, blah, blah.skip to end of school.we have got another celebration.But it didin't went well.at first we went CS to eat.well, before anything we have to fill our stomach first!haha.but we eat for fun.Sound weird? yearh i know. Then went to Tamp Safra to play pool/bowling. Make alot of noise in the bus. Tiara Ash say that in the aftnoon at 12:34:56 on the 07/08/09, it gonna make up to 12345689.but then 2 mins have past!damn.the timing was nice! But then it was full there and there gonna be some event later on. So plan to watch movie. Most of us went home, the rest went to watch.We watch "G. I. Joe. Rise of Cobra". The show was freaking nice. Except for some of us here dont like to watch it! While other people should go home and bath coz your body stink! Hey you are in aircon room.so get your self clean. Me and tiara had a great laugh abt you. Coz of you i cant concentrate on the show! damn it!And Nadia the room smell sardine too!(;

After that went home. And was too tired to do anything. So bath and went to sleep till the next morining! Horrible? i know! Well at least i have great fun not like some people!(:

Love TKG alot! Ayuni

[p.s. there are pictures.so just wait for it guys!(: ]

past remain the same.

2009-08-09T22:14:00.010+08:00

wohooo! at last. Blog is back to normal! I can post all the previous pictures i have taken! let the pictures do the talking now!(:

Midgets(:

This is all the previous pictures that i promise you guys! I hope you were happy with it(:

love is pure

2009-08-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

My blog is becoming more dead! Ouh yearh, HI. Edit pictures but cant post.stupid blog. I know you have to do the long way. But trust me im a lazy person to do all that kind of stuff. Be thankful that i edit pictures(: Maybe the blog people must do something about it.this sucks. Seriously suck. To TiaraR, Nadia and Rafidah, im sorry i didn't follow you guys. My aunt family was coming so i have to be there to welcome them. I make it out next time. I promise. Now Nothing is right.damn it larh!!!

when i was bored,
the past runs through my head
it was about you and me
and nobody else

when we were together
i never appreciate you
our heart werent together
like we dont know each other

we seldom talk nor msg
we were in different way
but ppl think we are together.
like a loving coule

one day i made up my mind.
i called you and want to be apart.
you done want it.
you beg but i ignore

for nearly one year
i tried to move on
but you always appear
what can i do

i miss you
i even dreamt about it.
i dont know if this is love
but i think abt you all the time

i sorry abt the thing i did
i want everything back
i want you,the old you

i hope you miss me too
coz ill do everthing to get you back
i miss your hug, i do
just dont leave me ever again.

still missing you
Ayuni(:

kawan-kawak ku yg tercinta!

2009-07-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

i was force by someone okay not force.she ask me politely to say this

I MISS NADIA!!!

other then nadia i miss [T][K][G] and please you guys.dont copycat us.
like duh we start our name first!you guys were the kpo.step mane pey cool!
eh dah habis puji grp sendiri picit aku larh ehk!

btw blog giler ehk?i cant change the font, colour and the size?
gila pey bende!
school is okay.except the part where the teacher say"TODAY IM GG TO GIVE U A HW"
damn it.i hate that line.but i love after school.especially on friday.i knw TKG
knw.but public dont knw.huakhuakhuak!let just keep it a lil secret.

this term gonna be a busy one.with classes homework and ect.dont feel like talking more!
and damn it im sick! stupid flu and cough!no life!

Nokia 5370 or IPod??
Ayuni got flu!

2009-07-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

Secret lyric
when i first saw you walking
i didnt even notice you
you have nothing special
just like other guy i knew

then i get to know you better
suddenly everything changes
i start liking you,more than anything
even miss you when we are just friends

i wanted to tell you the truth
but i was afraid that u would hate me.
so i keep it to myself and hope it will be gone

chorus:

i tried to impress you
but i know it will never work
so i just look at you from far away
and keep it all a secret

i want to tell you how much i miss you
and i know it sound so crazy
so i prayed everydays
that you would notice me for once

everyday i have to look at you with her
it break my heart even more
i tried to ignore you
but your face always appear im my mind

chorus:

i tried to impress you
but i know it will never work
so i just look at you from far away
and keep it all a secret

i want to tell you how much i miss you
and i know it sound so crazy
so i prayed everydays
that you would notice me for once

i waited and waited for you
but you never came.
i try to love other guy
but it never work for me

it was our last day of school

i was hoping to see you
but you were gone
i just want to tell you the truth
but a secrets has to be keep im me.

never felt this way!

2009-07-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hey!yes i know!I mean at last ayuni update her blog!It is so dead! Worst blog you guys have read/link or tag right? Well im sorry, but after the june holidays i don't want to use the computer.Well maybe for downloading songs and important stuff.but for not for MSN and stuff.I swear internet is getting super duper boring.

okay.life is becoming boring.maybe i don't hang out often.im scared of my result.im scared of my N & Olevel!OMG! So because of this i want to join tuition. Still Finding and waiting for answer from Diana(:
Btw Diana, relax kay.Nothing in life is impossible.Everything is possible if you put your mind to it.

Ouh yarh! i want to watch Happy Potter! Anyone want to watch with me?I pay for your tickets?please? Hahah! Okay im like so deperate. Nothing more to talk about. This is why i hate updating my blog. I have to think what to write! IC letter come already but those birthday have past get first! **** sia! Okay.My life is so boring! I swear! Okay got to go now! Bye Love Ya!

Ayuni<3

You Are Not Alone

2009-07-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

You Are Not Alone lyrics
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

i'll be there

2009-07-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
Chorus:
And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there
(chorus)
If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cos if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

yearh.ok.whatever.

2009-07-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

i hope you are happy.coz i dont.i love you.trust you.and i would do anything for you.i know i dont mean anything to you.but you mean alot to me.alot.i think you change.i know you dont notice that.but you do change alot.i know that everyone change.but after .......... you change.you are like one different person.you are not like the person i meet at first.damn i miss the old you.where did he/she go?did he/she left?there were so much memories with you.from happy memories to sad memories.maybe it's just memories.nothing special to you.but to me it's hell one of a life time experience to have with you.maybe not 'not one of a life time experience' but countless.i think you get what im trying to say.you know im bad at my english and my explaining sucks!so yearh whatever.im lost in words.i hope you will notice.no...i dont want you to notice.i want you to know how it feels like.but i think its not orth it.well lets just go on with life.like still got along way to go.(insyaallah!) buh-bye(:

so what?

2009-07-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

school start.it was okay in way.got a lot of weird teacher in my school.and i think all my classmates gonna agree with me.we even pisses off our teacher.haha.it was mean and funny larh.my co-form say it was just a misunderstanding.so we both are at fault.but whatever.

i want to change everthing in my life.not change-change.what im trying to say is that i want to be a totally new person.have a new personality.new....everything.haha.damn dream.it will never happen.so true (: i wish my i have a magic lamp infront of me.and i have 3 wishes!!

First wish - have a wonderful life.
Second wish - wish everyone i love live longer and have a healthy life.
Third - nokia E76 or this nice phone?haha

okay im webcaming with Rini.damn funny i tell you! she hell sing alot and dance tooo!!which is good!!
okay nothing much to update. so toodles(:

2009-06-23T04:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
DAMN YOU ARE HOT!
OK CHIOW!

hey earth-lings!

2009-06-14T16:20:00.004+08:00

hello human of the world!the universe says hello! hahah! ok that is super lame.well its been long since i update my blog.i think it going to be one months soon.so why dont i just wait for one months anniversary right?(did i spell it correctly?)okay now its holiday.i repeat HOLIDAY! but why doesnt i feel like its holiday?every week have to go to school.i didnt go for holiday trip. didnt have enough sleep like school days.and hating school like always.haha! to me this holi is like normal school days but less student yaw. so tmrw i will be having this CIP stuff for the days.hey atleast i can spent time with my friends.and spent the other half with my family(except bro).alone at home is the most boring thing in my life!

nothing happen to me much this few week or months.wait!!! except the fact that i love Boys Over Flower so much! they are cute.and the show was fun!

arent they cute.okay.im love their songs.although i dont understand a word they saying!haha!school was okay.except for the result.thnks to her. i didnt have mood on the day itself.okay.internet is getting boring day by day.nothing much to do on comp unless its impt.im not gg to log in fs, fb, tagged, twitter & ect.anything msg me kay(: if u dont have it then too bad(: this will be my last post.maybe the 2nd anniversary then i shall update.so long suckers((: BYE(:

heylo!

2009-05-17T04:37:00.002+08:00

its 4.23am in the morning and i still havent go to sleep yet.all thnks to the game of sorority life in facebook coz im addicted to it.so now watchwing 200 pound beauty.it like my favourite movie from primary 6 i think.well now i miss it.so watching it again.i think you guy should watch it.the movie is about love romance.and it is also sad!you guys must watch it.(: i dont think i can wake up early in the morning tmrw.i think i willsleep at 6.so maybe arnd 1 ill wake up.omg.this is sucks for a virgin like me.if my parent was strict, i think i will get a letcurer by now.haha((: well got to continue watching the movie or mom will go out from her romm for the 4 times.ok chiowz for now(:

nek...

2009-05-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

this post is especially for my beloved nek.so if you this this is boring then get lost.your negative comment is not needed here.thnks((:

nek i miss you.why must you leave me alone?why?i cant stand this.i miss every minutes and second with you.although i think you love them more then me, but still i miss you.although i never make you happy, i still miss you.why nek.why did HE take me first then you?why?i dont think i can stand this any longer.i miss you.more than anything.nek my life is so hard right now.i need you by my side.i need you to help me stand up.my life is full of misery.my life change ever since you gone.

i think mom forget about you already.i think nobody care about you.mom dont care about me.i dont know what i should do.i want to meet you nek.but im scared.im scared.i feel embaressed.why nek, why must you leave me.i feel useless now.now, nodody care about me.i feel use by people around me.just to get what they want.or maybe im too sensitive with all this.i though when you are gone, life going to be okay.but no.it get bad then worst.then turns horrible.i still remember the time when you sided me when i fought with him.although it it just one small thing you did, i still remember it alot.always.life been hard for me.

it is not the same like always when you are there with me.it felt hopeless when i see you going in and out of the hospital oftens.it hurts alot.when you get out from the hospital, you have to get injections daily.sometimes mom did it and sometime it is me.it feel so sad to see you are in pain and i cant do anything about it.it felt so stupid.i feel so selfish.im sorry coz i stole your money.yes i know it is stupid but im really am sorry.im just a stupid little girl who is greedy to get stuff for myself.i never thought your pain was serious so i didnt care much.

i thought everytime during school holidays i will meet you.or you will come to my house.then we have a great fun you will but for me barbie doll.lots and lots of toys.we will have fun the whole daywithout getting tired.it feel great.i never want to give up on it.i never want to exchange anything with your laughter.you laughter is the best medicine to my sickness.when i see your face, i forget eveything, every problem that is in my head.you are like an angel coming down from the sky helping and granting me every wish.you are the most beautiful person in my life.you always been there for me when i need someeone to talk to.to share my prob.

but i guess that time i was just a small girl only understand the meaning of laughter and
happiness.thats is what importanat to me.i would like to talk to you because you teach me religious.it was like more important then anything.more important then studies in normal government school.without it, i can never manage in life.but i learn one thing from you.and it is the most important thing i learn (after religious of course).it is life.

you show me that although you are going to leave us any time, you still show us your smile.you laugh when there is jokes.you never ask for pityness from people around you.you never go around people telling you are sick and leaving them soon.i learn from you that never feel sad on what sickness you have.just continue to have fun in life.appreciate it like you never did.feel the beautifulness of the world.you are such a great person.i can never find a replacement of you.

i think what will happen to me if you are gone.will life be the same.when i think of all the negative answer to this question, i will always quickly pray to HIM and pray that you are going to be fine.and live until you will see me get marrried.wow.im dreaming too much here.i just hope you can be there for me when im geeting married to the guy i love.but then i was just 8 years old then.i pray and pray.hoping nothing will happen to you although you are going in and out from the hospital

then one day, when i went back home from school.it was like a normal day in school.so fun studying with friend and teachers.when i reach the front door, i saw my mom and one of her friends crying.me and him was shocked.we dont want to question you.we though it was family problem.

then i get to know that we have leave singapore and go to malaysia.well me and him was so happy.we are going to meet you at last.we were so happy but we just keep quiet all the way.we rent a family car.14 seater i think.many family member followed us.it was the best journey ever.but when we reach aunt house at malaysia, it was at night.and there is alot of people.like soething was going on.it was weird.everyone women there was crying.when i step in the house, i was a body lying lifeless on a bed at the living room.it was covered.when i get closer to the bed, i saw you face.

i wasnt shocked.i just stared at you and sit beside my cousin.start to read "Qura'an".im not even sad.not a tears drop from my eyes.its like i was ready for you to leave me.its like i know this going to happen.i was scared actually.i was scared to face you.i dont even want to kiss your forehead or even have a second look at you.its like a saw a ghost.went to sleep like nothing was wrong.then when i wake up, i went straight to you and kiss you.still no sadness.the day where you going to get buried i followed all the way.then i feel the sadness.but i control it.then in the bus otw back home.i cried.suddenly.mom ask and i said i dont have grandmother anymore.not even my dad side.she wipe my tear and said it going to be okay.it is so weird and stupid to cry now coz nothing will change, you will still leave me.alone.

I MISS YOU NEK.ALWAYS HAS.AND ALWAYS WILL BE(:
I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY UP THERE AND DO FORGET ME(:
al-fateha

Amin(:

nek, you are everthing to me.
Ayuni

paisey!

2009-05-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

i just paisey myself infront of my mom.haha!i thought today(3 march) was monday.i was so scared for exam until i forget to check the calender.its just that im stress about exam.scared to failed.scared getting scolded.scared that i forget what i study.scared every negative stuff about exam.but i never the hand on studying for very long time.the longest was 4 hours and thats is only for maths.alone.but i fidget alot.from going to toilet to having a drink.i cant stay still for a moment.ok.for today, i studied for Social Studies for 1HRS!see told ya i cant stay long.i need a teacher to be by myside.you guys understand me.rite?but for future sake, i shall just study all day long tmrw.maybe SS again(coz nothing is in my head).then followed by Geography.then Physic.O maths.A maths.Biology at last.so much to leant.so much to be put in this small head.

but nothing is impossible.everything is possible if you put your heart and mind to it.okaaaay.i should like someone.do u think so?hhaha.well gosh.time flew damn fast dont you guys think?i guess it does.now my area was like raining.but i dont i feel cold.but i can see lightning and hear thunder.

eh my favourite song! metro station-shake it.haha.random!

and if she does it like this, will do you do it like that?
now if she touches like this, will you touches her right back?
now if she moves like this, will you her like that?
come on, shake shake, shake shake, a-shake it!

hahaha.ok now im hyper at night.urgh.i miss sleeping late at night.i think this has to stop or ill be friend with panda eyes.

ok another song.leona lewis-bleeding love.

i dont care what they say.
im in love with you.
they try to pull me away.
but they dont knw the truth!

urgh.whay is guy created in this world?is it a must for use to fall ni love with them?
this is so irritating to me.but hack care.i still love my life now.well sometimes.
you guys knw what, i just finish reading my breaking dawn book.it took me 4 bloody day from wed to finish reading it.so long.i hate wednesday.i hate the conversation you had yesterday!it is so weird.people gossip ab t you when you are actually reading it.

well just do it larh.then get out of my life.i dont like th way you talk to me.it is so pathetic.just not the old you i know.you change.but who cares.we hate each othe now.HAH!okok.chiow-ing now coz my mom is 'letcuring" me((:

Just stop it will you?
Ayuni

oh yes...

2009-05-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

i cried listening to Miley Cyrus-The climb.if you guy read the lyric and really understand when you are in a knot, you will be touched or cry(like me).damn it larh. lets thanks to the composer and the singer of the song.*woohing*.

appeciate what you have now, coz one day you will miss the future even though you guy are enemy and you arewith someone more fun now.coz your enemy is the best thing to think about. to think about your past hapiness,laughter and your sadness.it is just so fun.i want it back.want it damn badly.i want it more than anything else in the world.it cant be explain my word.but only by heart.*sigh* this is hard for me.and i think the same for anyone else that go thorugh the same as me.i wish you guys luck and hapiness.and if anyone know the best solution to this problem, please i beg you.help me.

i want to talk to you badly.i want to change evrything.but i guess now it is too late for me to do it.i miss you more than anything.i want you back.i swear.but sometime i have to lose somthing.so one of them is you.just hope you are happy now.buhbye dearest((:

Still remembering the past.
Ayuni

exam!exam!exam!

2009-04-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg!

exam is coming and i still have the time to plap computer?damn it larh ayuni.go and study.haha.but before that let me say that i will not update my blog for 2weeks+++ coz of exam nand i need to buck up.many thing happen in school like always.laughter crying and hapiness!and a mixture in a day.it always happen everyday.life is full of experience.full of it.now im experiencing jealousy.i very jealous.urgh.this is irritating.but i think life could be worst than this.actually it is getting worst coz of you.thanks alot for passing my number around.it was fun making friend with people who dont understand.okok.lets change topic((:

today had lot&lots&lots of fun after school.someone face was all white.i think they bath chalk.hhaha.then today went shopping with mom.for a while.meet her at tamp inter.i was kinda late.hehe.it was the bus fault kay.so went to findthis particular dress i want.so went to the shop and bought it.kinda fun with mom around coz she is the "movable bank".just kidding mom.dont take it to your heart take it to your" _____"[mom u knw this]((:

btw yesterday had this class for maths.the whole class must come but only >20 came!pathetic.we had so much fun.then suddenly mr chong say" i heard from someone that if you ask that person to explain.and if she understand, she can explain."then the whole class was like " who tell you?""lier larh you"...he say its true so we kinda believe.thne he look arnd and the was silence for 2mins,he look at me and ask if i knw how to do.i say yes but im not done. afew minutes later, he ask me to teach the wohle class!WTH!!im like no.i was force to do ti! aft teaching the class slowly.(not like him!)it was fun.he say i was good.it was fun but i can never teach people!i am easily hot tempered!i so had the greatest week ever.pass all my class test.but i think for A math i gonna failed(:

ok this is super long post.if u wanna read it.then read but negative comment are to be keep to yourself!((:

Complicated((:
Ayuni

it continues on & on

2009-04-28T21:21:00.005+08:00

i thought u can shut up your mouth and thing continue the way it was always.but it looks like its not.you involve your friends in this stuff.called me just now.and say that im a coward!what do you want from me?you want me to kneel down infront of you?say that u im your slaves?what do you want?then your friend ask me to keep my big mouth shut?if i dare come down to pasir ris n you guys wanna "spa" me or fight me?please larh.im a girl not guy.and i dont join all this kind of groups like you guys!and not just yur friend find me, but all of you also?why didnt you talk to me yourself?and you still keep my number in my phone?weird seh.i deleted your number btw((: when she side me, you scolded her?why?she is innocent.dont get her involved in this.i knw larh you mix with all the cool kind of kids.not like me.im just a normal person.study everyday.and dont lepak always.im different from you.you know what, just forget about this stuff larh.it so pathetic to fight about this.we both hate each other and i find it the best solution though.((:

im still happy((:

OMG OMG!This is Adam Lambert

2009-04-26T00:43:00.004+08:00

OMGOMGOMG!

i got this idea in my head then poof!appear in my blog((:

This Is ADAM LAMBERT!!
He is the hottest guy i ever knw.if i got the chance, i want to meet him
and look straight in his eyes!those nice waonderful eyes!urgh.so jealous man!!

This Is Allison Iraheta!
She is the most beautiful gal i ever seen&&heard.
i love her hair&of course her voice too!
damn it.she is only 16 gg to be 17.
Taylor Lautner age larh!
sobsob!i envy them both like a crazy gal!!):

[btw, syaf i shall follow what u say(:]
LOVELOVE
AYUNI

Happy Birthday Bitch!

2009-04-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

happy birthday bitch!(:
so readers.this is diyana.my wonderful friend.
today is her birthday.turning 15 already.so old right?
haha.just kidding.isn't she pretty?yup she is.dont have to think twice larh!
sorry for not wishing you today.your friend plan that.haha.but still i wish you.
and im telling the whole world abt your birthday.gerek kn?hahah.
and im sorry coz i didnt get you a present.pokai arh.sorry tau!!

omg.now i cant wait for my birthday.but its a long way to go.
it is on 5 sept.5 more months!!urgh!ok fine.
i shall wait for the right time.and be patient kay.
nobody nobody but you!!

haha.ok i feel like saying that.random i knw!
haha.so what.not your prob right?
chill arh baby((:

ok chiow people!
adios amigos!!
Ayuni

scared

2009-04-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

today had our 2.4km run.it was ok.it was quite a short run.not as tired as last year.i think i pass.coz not many of my classmates have reach.leg feel tired.it feel hot while running.but manage to catch up with rini.so high chance i pass.i hope diana pass also.this few day i always feel like crying.for the fun of it.but dont knw for what.i feel like letting go of everything by crying but i cant.it is so hard.im sorry coz of my lame post.but trust me, that is my mood now.im sick n tired of .........

To someone: you confess to me.i also want to confess.but im scared what happen in the past happen to me again.im scared.the past is my enemy.the future is my friend.it is hard for me to forget you.but life still have to go on.i dont think that you knw it is for you.but its ok.life has to go on.no matter what happen.left without saying goobye?haish....

forget,
Ayuni

me name in newspaper!!

2009-04-20T19:54:00.002+08:00

MY NAME IN NEWSPAPER!
gerek pe.actually my face also.but not that clear.diana name is also in side.but only the top part of her head can be seen.haha.sorry diana.my face can be seen clear though.hahah.chill yearh sis.the whole thing was fun.from the starting of the day to the end of the day((: i just hope that it will never end.same goes to on saturday.i had so much fun.well today in school it was the BEST! i laugh like nobody business during recess time with syafiqah.sort of laughing about diana.sorry sis.but i also think you are also laughing.inside joke though.so sorry coz i cant tell.THEN in school something happen.it is something go to do with me.it was a happy n sad day.someone ask me abt my intergrity.damn it.i knw where is my intergrity.i dont have to tell you.my life my right! so after school went to tamp mall with diana n tiara raisha.companied diana to findcake for her mother as her class get $5 voucher.their class won this competion thingy.that when all the bad thing happen.damn it.then companied tiara to give present to her friends((: happy bithday to you guys(although i forgot your name).then went home.now i think my body is feeling damn ithchy!haiyoo.always happen at night seh!

To someone: i dont care what you say about me to somone, but dont have to act nice infront of me.i hate it.btw, i hate you.im serious.i think all this problem is stupid.just dont talk to me can.i though you are my friend, but it looks like you are not((: so WHATEVER((:

maafkan daku wahai cinta hatiku
Ayuni

W.A.D RACE!

2009-04-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday had this race.i went with tiara n all.meet the rest at scape park.it was superb fun.me, insyirah, amalina,diyana,rini n yati is in the same grp.had to go arnd the town to find clues.it feel like running for 2.4km run.but maybe more than that.hahah.eating this food called "halo-halo"it is nice but we have to eat it damn fast.we were late to reach though.i thot we werre in the 49/51 grp to reach.but later get to knw that we were in the 4th position.later on get to knw that we are suppose to be winner.they didnt care what place u come in.but your point.so maybe my group was the best after all((:

After watching the performance, we take our own sweet time to get out from that place.after all the students left, the Dj was still there n we all dance to the beat.hahaha.super fun.me n diyana took video and was like acting we were crying n say "i would like to tanks my mother, father, brother, sister, Cikgu nora, Cikgu Suzanna...."haha.super fun.we suck helium n make this pitchy vioce.superb cute.went to dinner at bugis.accompanied nadia to get somthing at bugis junction then went home.hahha.superb fun i tell you.so people, dont be jealous i get this friends by my side((: just kidding.((:

and btw i think i have mizzles.and all thnks to tiara raisha.((:

itch like fuck
Ayuni

sial larh!

2009-04-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

it is called reasons not excuses.

so watever.today in like 3 hours time gg to have a amazing race.wish me luck yo!but meeting tiara, nadia and yati later at 11.30.cant wait.i still havent bath n have my breakfast.i hope my whole team come or im dead as fish.but i think all my group member will come.100% sure.ok.now i can smell delicious food.but im not hungry.okok.
i got to go now.wish me luck dearest!!lov ya!

Ayuni

thats what you get when you be nice!((:

2009-04-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

Life is so not what-i-think-it-should-be kinda stuff.have a few horrible stuff happen.but manage to let it all out.And im happy about it.exam are getting closer and closer.i need to study hard!damn harddddd!18 more days to MYE!im so scared.now im like sonig this NE thingy.die2 must do or i get killed by my teacher!OMG!sec 3 is so stressful.

IM BEGGING YOU FOR MERCY!WHY DONT YOU LEAVE ME??
(just feel like saying that)

so that all i got for now!very lazy larh....

BYEEEEE!
AYUNI

zip it gurl!

2009-04-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

"hey guy.i follow someone way of blogging.or should i say follow the way people type!ya right!you dont expect me to remember BACK abt you.why must i?or why should i?muahahah!!"

so forget abt HER!((:

life has been great!from the the birdie incident, to what going to happen on monday!i cant wait.i swear.just let it be a secret!muahaha!so lame sia.after mondays activities after school, there is another activities on saturday.that one also i cant wait!then on tuesday got 2.4km run.how cool is that.such a busy week sia!and btw, im buying a new bag.my previous school bag spoilt.the part where you adjust your level of bag broke!do you guys understand what i say?ok.just act as if you understand.im gonig to the new tampines shopping mall.it is called the "tampines 1".many people say it is huge!it is 6 storey high.my brother say it is huge and looks something like vivo city but different i a good way.so i cant wait to go there tomorrow with my family.

"if life going to be like this, i shall go on with it and never give up"
i shall stick to this(: forever((:

Ayuni

REFLECT!!!

2009-04-09T20:27:00.002+08:00

yes i know i was paisey!so erm...this is so hard to type or say!im s....o.....r....r.....y!urgh.that is so hard.i feel like dying when typing that words.i so know that you dont miss me!!!its like DUH!!dont have to think twice.ouh, you hate me?ok.thats a good news.super good news.i feel like celebrating it.sarcasm doesnt goes well with me?really?well.i dont need your opinio.remember my post?i think you should read it back though.so you keep encouraging me to talk?it depends on my brain?no one is stupid?im an expection?ouh.how sweet of you B!!if you think that the way i speak and deal is the same as jim carey, then go and watch his movies.

And why do you waste time studying the way i deal thing?come on larh B.do your other studying.with school work!that better.Actually B, we already strating a fight.and i wont say sorry no matter what happen.if you thing it is pathetic to entertain me, then dont.btw, i can hear u gossiping abt me.i think u should learn to wisper.and thanks for making me populor though.

ouh.did you remember the sentence i say "if you ever try to hurt my friends feelings, i'll be there to help her".well it look like you hurt my friends.hurt her using letter.blaming her on everything?get a life!so stop it."RETHINK! REFLECT! REPLY!"wth.just stop it kay.by the looks of it, you are the one starting it.not her.not me.it is you.just you.so maybe you are the one who should "RETHINK! REFLECT! i dont think we need the reply though(: And i know it is all over.everything is over.(:

fun sia!!!

2009-04-04T23:57:00.004+08:00

today went to town.with tiara raisha, cheryl low, shariffah, Dinah and celeste!we went to watch movie at orchard road.the movie theater was nice n comfortable!haha.we watch confession of a shopaholic!super fun.i cant stop laughing.the show is about if you want to satisfied yourself with shopping/credit card?or satisfied youself with the love that you get from the person you love.(:

then cheryl low left.then later on celeste came. we went to buy bangles at little india.it was superb nice arh.then eat at komala restraunt.hahah.full of people manzZ!!i bought dosai cone!super tall maybe 15cm+ tall?haha.i dont know how to start eating it.but at last i finish it.then later on we went to Celeste.omg!the bro is so cute!so adorable.feel like hugging him!then went to walk around the house estet.super fun.then went home.

so tomorrow, diana ramzan shariffah n tiara will come to my house to do the spark stall project.it will be so fun!( i hope) cant wait for it. so bye for now!adios amigos!

Love Ayuni

love

2009-04-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

It stop and then continue back coz of your attitude.to B thnks alot!i dont know how i should thank you?ermm...a dinner maybe or a high five???haha.it is so thoughtful of you to remember me back.it is so sweet!AWWW!!hope to meet AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!serious.im not kidding.when i see your face, i feel like a angel!(bluek!)HAHAHA!not hard feelings here kay?

So we didnt spent much time this few day.busy with school.and blahblahblah!Oh how i wish we could go out together.i mean it has been how long few week going to be months.world genius record baybeh!wohoo!shall get award for that(: haha.Look like you have other people.or should i say new friends.(: have fun yearh. and let me tell you somthing.never lies to yourself about your feelings.And dont lie when you are blogging.

hahah.just feel like saying that.oh!i got a call from you!but you didnt talk.why?so sad sia.3 time you called.didnt you remember?we are stranger.or classmates only.not more but maybe less.let this be the last time i blog about you.coz it waste my time but it is fun at the same time.im not that stupid to answer you call.and you say i never talk intelligently?really?ok i never notice that.if i didnt speak intelligently, how about you?are you perfect on talking?if you are do talk me as your student i love it.i hopes it free.coz if i have to pay high price, its not worth it.im not kidding.

if you are insulting me, you are insulting GOD creation.so answer GOD when your dead.((:

im so happy coz i speak up(: and dont ask me who is B.if you know who is it,then shut up.if you got comment, tell to yourself.dont involved others!!!

~~Love~~ Ayuni

GROSS!!

2009-04-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

POPPPP!
so have you guys ever see a bird got crash by a car.
or should i say smash on the road?
live?
actually i did saw it with diana ramzan,cherly low and pinithi.
fatin did not watch it!so sad!

ok it all started when we were planning to buy spark stall stuff at tm popular.i thot we would drop at the holy trinity place.but we didnt.we stop at the previous one.so happily get down.suddenly fatin stare at somthing and say:-
Fatin:eh look at that bird.it looks weird.
Me:where?
Fatin:there(pointing at the pigeon)

So i started walking towards the pigeon to scared it.it suppose to run away.but fly would be better.so i had a small hop towards the pigeon& say.m"here birdie2".but it doesnt move.it look confuse.it hop toward the road.then silent.cars keep coming continuosly.

then the first car nearly hit the birdie.but it move backward.then it move foward again.second car pass the birdie duck down.we screach abit.then suddenly the third car come&&&&&&
POPPPP!
THE BIRDIE DIED!INFRONT OF OUR FACES!LIVE!
I CAN SEE THE BLOOD SPALTTERING OUT!
we scream and run toward fatin who have run first.we screamed like our father place.but pinithi laugh at that bird!so mean right!
until now i cant stop thinking abt the birdie.so pityful!when we come back to that bustop an hours later.it was squash!seriously flat on the ground!feel like crying sia!omg!

to the birdie.we are sorry to get you killed.especially me):
hope you died in peace!(:

im now afraid of birdie and "pop" sound!im not lying.i swear sia!

Ayuni feel likes a murderer!!

GOSH! Lg Touch

2009-03-30T22:43:00.011+08:00

Ok here's a deal! You tell me which is the nicest phone& you think i should buy, & i shall do be your servant!!for a day!!!(maybe!)! I really need your help larh!help me choose kay?love ya!muakzxzx!

Lg Touch

Nokia 5880

Samsung F700

Love You!
Ayuni(:

wats up?(:

2009-03-29T20:49:00.004+08:00

Hey.It has been long since i update my blog right?Well it is due to some of my Attitude.It is called Laziness!huakHuakHuakHuak!Yup.That is my first main reason of not blogging.Im sorry for that.But let me tell you something, I have alot of fun this few days(: One of it was, i watch GOSSIP GIRL!(: Damn fun(:Ok, on thursday me, diana, tiara & the midget went to tamp mall to buy shoe lace for Earth Hour.but it looks like we wasted time thinking on other thing we want that is green.but at last we bought shoe lace.me&diana buy dark green colour.while Nadia&Rafidah buy lime green.Tiara didnt buy.she buy it later on.we switch.one side Dgreen and other side Lgreen.cool huh?hahaha!

Ok here comes on friday.THE GREEN DAY!i went to school with my beautiful shoe lace.in the bus, everyone was staring at my shoe.To me the Lgreen is damn striking sia.i prefer the Dgreen.Then found out that diana havent change her shoe lace yet!haiyoo!but i still like it.The whole school wear something green.but only The Kaki Gerek wear green shoe lace.huakhuakhuak.then blahblahblah.

OK!!!This is my favourites day!(i stilll wearing my green shoe lace!)We went to Bedok CC.We have this thing where we so called volunteer ourself & we get CIP point.It is compulsory for everyone.We have to go to block and try to ask them to come down to Bedok CC.My group was Diana me celeste tiaraR charlotte cheryl low jovita nattasia natassia shauna.we are the best man!So we got block 12.Walk happily to the block.then we have to gto to each houses to give the flyers.IT WAS SUPERB FUN!the first door we knock was malay.so i have to talk.i was damn scared.but then get use to it.haha!we have alot of fun i tell you!i think the school should do this often.after donig that went to back to Bedok CC.eat then wathc concert.damn fun sia.i think my school make alot of noise as all the other are old people!haha.Then wen to tamp mall with diana tiaraR and ain.we eat and have alot of fun at Long John Silver!hahaha!we took our time going home.this is my bestest day!

Ok today.meet diana & her lil bro! Diana want to cut her hair.But it turns out that we both cut our hair.&&i have bang fridge!I look damn chubby): but its okay.still happy with the way they cut my hair(: but i need to do something with my fridge!Pathetic! But whatever!

Cant believe it.tomorrow is Monday!time is so fast now.I still havent do my homework!Maybe i shall do it now.Or maybe later!OK larh.im going off now!i shall come back maybe 3-4 days later?haha(: BYEEEEE(:

WANT THE LATEST PHOTO OF US??ASK FOR IT!!!!(:

XOXO
AYUNI((:

chewah chewah!

2009-03-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

Wats up friends!okok.it been so long since i update my blog.Reasons:went holiday to malaysia.cousin engagement.gerek giler.but miss all my friends): this time i really dont have the pic coz i dont have a camera.kwang3!haha.

22 march 2009

hey.just came back from holiday.fun arh.i didn't went to shopping.i just went there for engagement.it was a fun trip.but at a same time boring coz busy preparing the stuff for the engagement stuff.and i get to know that i i have a hell of a damn big family!super big!haha.superb fun to know how big it is.but i think my family is much more bigger!coz some of the family is not there!just imagined if i get married and invite all my family!woah!i should make it in a hotel it would be a GRAND ONE!ok friends will also be invited!hahah.this will be great.ok.so no pic no nothing.but just memories.AWW SO SWEET!haha.ok.love ya people!byeeeee(:

23 March 2009
OK!u guy know what i get a call at midnight.i thought some person try to disturb me.i pick up and it was my cousin.KAK NORA!haha.her voice was stress out.ok.then blahblahblah.she went to my house to sleep here.you dont have to knw why.haha.we have alot of fun kay.we watch twilight.gossip abt SOMEONE!we watch twilight until 4.30+ but we didn't manage to finish it.
urgh!&& i didn't go to school.sorry guys.haha.okok.i plan to watch movie with kak nora.maybe later later arh.not sure yet.but it was great having you at my house!come back soon kay! hahah.
ok.after sending kak nora went to meet budak2 TKG!we lepak.i thot of gg doctor but tutop!bowdoh!we slack at bedok mac.we have hell of a fun shit.then went under the void deck.show the midget new game.hahahave fun seh.it was funny.they dont get the game actually.but ASH A.K.A ZACK ASHFIEE DERYCK A.K.A TIARA!! manage to know the game.reach home at 7.15 then bathe.haha.aft that i got a boring life!haha.byeeeeee!

LOVESSS
AYUNI(:

mendak giler

2009-03-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

ok now im feeling kinda bored!super bored.bored to the max.urgh!im damn tired today.well in morning wake up and went to maths class.meet diana then walk to school.i thot there would be many people coming to class.when i came in, there was only 9 people!9 people!wth larh!i thot many people coming but no!it was damn quite.but me n rini make the place damn noisy.we both keep singing "Nenek ku super spy spy spy.super spy spy spy".haha.u guy knw right the song on suria.hate the show but love the song n the singer.(: super cute i tell you!keep getting scolded from our Mr cheong Botak.when i talk to diana we get scolded.when rini talk to diana rini get scolded.in conclusion mr botak love diana!(: no offence though.but we talk alot man!if u were beside us, surely u cannot tahan!ok then went to eat.teach my friends how to laugh like gurl(inside joke).

then went to popular...blahblahblah...&& omg!i buy ECLIPSE already!yes arh.but cant read now.reading when im otw to malacca.hehe.then went to diana house blahblahblah....do project with diana ramdzan n dianaR.paint the bloody stuff.tangan kene super glue.diana way fcuking worried abt it seh.dianaR relax kay.its gg to be fine.my tangan dh ok!haha.
ok nothing much happen today.if u want to feel the happiness, came n join us!haha.it would be superb fun arh!but u must join in to feel it.ok did i tell you that i going to malacca tomorrow.maybe going back on sunday morning.urgh!i hope it goes well.meeting my cousin n stuff.=D

Btw YOU!Yes You!You better watch your mouth when you talk to my mom or any of my family member.i heard you want to slap my mom, well get your fucking hand off my mom! Over my dead body man if you want to slap her! You and your fcuking frewn, get lost from my life and dont you dare disturb my family.if you hate me then just hate me.you dont have to be rude to my mom! eh kau tk tau manners pe?skula tk ajar ke?haha.okok.tkmu libat kn skula.just dont let me see your face.muke kau buat aku mutah tau tk!muntah darah!get a life larh!

kay.gtg now!BYEEEEEEE(:

AYUNI((:

Penuh!

2009-03-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today lagi gerek!went to watch movie with diana bby & dina bby!haha.dina was late.so i keep calling and messaging her.haha.so at last she came.we watch "Race To Witch Mountain".superb gerek.we came in the movie theatre.but we didnt miss the movie.only miss the advertisment.we were the last one to go in(: the movie damn shiok seh!u guys better go n watch it.it is the best.then i went to popular for awhile with them.i just want to check if there is Ecilpse book available!i was damn shock when i get to know that the Eclipse book is there! MY GOD!i called my mom but she never pick up!urgh.it is irritating.aft that lepak at library then went to Diana house.we have great fun there.we play diana laptop.fun like shit.then went home and of course at home a told my mom abt the book!she say ok.and im getting my hand on the book tmrw!yahooooo!im damn full rite now!just eat claypot noodle.alamak stomach ache arh.tk bleh tahan arh!i feel like my stomach gonna burst soon.ARGH!!haha.thats all i got to say my frewn, BYEEEEE(:

AYUNI(:

gerek!

2009-03-17T21:38:00.004+08:00

gerek pe!i like download the new msn messenger!it is orange in colour!so cute!haha.then play game with diana.we play uno then play checkers.in both games no one win or lose.we like so bored arh.we play while talking.tomorrow we will be watching movie."race to witch mountain".cant wait.maybe watching movie the 11.50 one.haha.chis kek betol.haha.but before that i must get the GV member card first then watch then movie.th midget ask us out but sorry tau but we got plan already.sorry tau!i ask if u guys wanna follow ke tk then korang tk reply me.sobsob!but have fun kay u guys.next time kay(:

Nothing much to say now.
so byeeeee(:
AYUNI

you!

2009-03-17T21:10:00.001+08:00

Here's the thing we started out friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since U Been Gone

How can I put it? You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah
Since U Been Gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get (I get) what I want
Since U Been Gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on

Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get, I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone

not ok!

2009-03-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

do you think it is so easy for me to let you go?it worst then i can ever imagine.i do knw it hurt.i feel like my heart is tear into two.i have to act that way.i think it is the best way.it is not that i dont want to be friends with you, i jst dont think we can be friends like before.but if you see it that way then ok.i cant change it.it is yuor decision.you think i our friendship is not worth fighting?maybe you are right.we dont have connection like before.but i love this friendship just like how i love my family.i want our friendship to be back togetherr.but im scared to see it break apart again.im not talking big.i just speak what is on my mind.see thats the prob.first u are ok then u are not.now i dont who you are.are u still the ain i knw before this?or have ain change to someone i dont knw?i dont need dictionary to be by my side.i just need a friends by my side.ok looks like you want to end it here.let me tell you this.i never thought this would happen.i want us to be back together.but it looks like we both lost hope on this.we can never be sister or even be best friends.and i putting the balme on the conversation that night we have.if i never ask how are u then this will never happen.never happen.maybe we will fight but never this bad until we wrote abt each other in our blog.i have change.yes it is true.but did u also change?i cant answer that.i got nothing to do with you anymore.im sorry abt all this.but it is the best for us.

so u gg bintan tmrw?well have fun.go there n forget abt me.forget abt our fun n sad memories.it is the best for both us.
but i need u badly by my side.i want to hug u n say sorry.i want it so badly.but i guess i cant.we cant be like last time.never.it is so hard for me to accept it.so hard.but its ok.i have fun when i was with you.really had fun.byee my friend.do forget abt me.dont remember me.whats the past is the past.what going to be the future left unknown.it is a mystery(:

XOXO
Ayuni

Yes Arh!

2009-03-16T17:43:00.004+08:00

We are complete strangers now.Complete strangers.I dont knw who u are.what is yur name.where u came from.forget all those memories we been through together.it is the best way.it was yur decision to settle.it wasn't mine.so no need the "meet up" to settle this.nobody is in anybody side.this is our problem and it is settle.IT IS SETTLE!im happy abt it.Thnks for everything.thnks to all u guys opinion.but it is offcially over.i dont knw but it is already over an i keep repeating that.the burden is gone now.i feel so relax.i feel like i can fly(joking).but is feel nice.haha.in happy!im happy!im happy!im happy!btw have fun with your life.forget about "us".now there is only you & me(: we are two complete strangers.having memories that have to be forgotten(:

XOXO
Ayuni(:

I hope it was over.

2009-03-16T16:21:00.003+08:00

i never thought it would end this way.i never thought our friendship will will end like this.i never thought we can be harsh on each other.i never thought we would fight this way.i never thought i can be feeling this way.
but i has already happen.so lets just face the fact.i just hope it will end quick so that we can be friends(again).everyday memories inside my mind playing all over again.remember the time were we laugh like nobody business.remember th time where we were angry coz the teacher keep picking on us.but i never remember the time we cry.did we ever cry?no i dont think so.but hey.memories are so great.u will laugh when u think abt it.haha.

okok.now back to what im doing.well watching this youtube video.robert pattison n taylor lautner came to Tyra bank show!my god!i tell u taylor lautner is superb hot!his age is 16.and im 15.not much diff huh?haha.okok.back to the video.tyra ask robert to bite her neck.n she is not kidding,ok lets see if its true.ok.he did bite.haha.then i got to knw there is team taylor n team robert.the member of the team wear a g string saying team robert/taylor!haha.such a freak man.
ook.i think i shld get the eclipse book asap!does anyone knw where i can get the book coz i went to all bookstore in the East but find Nothing!urgh.

"where'd you go, i miss you so.seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone.please come back home."

XOXO
Ayuni

Im fine with it

2009-03-15T21:01:00.004+08:00

woah!today was super boring!urgh.i didnt even step out of the house.spent time watching tv,playing comp and reading the books.it was so boring.nothing much to do.until my mom and bro came home.thnks God!my homework is still not done.all of them.OK!tonight will be the night i do my homework.then read my book?i dont knw larh.haiyoo.so busy with family.dont think will be at home this few days.maybe until school reopen.i hate busy schedules.i hope it wont be happening.i miss school.i miss my friends!i hate stying at home all alone.it is irritaitng.i got nothing much to do at home.mcm org bodoh.maybe chsnging my blog skin soon.very soon!i dont knw why but i keep chaging my blog skin.it is like a hobby to me.look like i also have to change my tag box.it is so full!super full with lots of conversation from everybody!haha!but so fun.my tag box like a msn like that.well ASH helping me find a skin.haha.gerek2.less job to do!haha.kay larh.thats all i got now!!!Btw do comment abt my new blog skin.do you think i shld change it?
Comment!!!

Chiow

AYU+NIE(: