You know, not every people get everything they want.Like me.I don't get everything I want.But sometimes it hurts so much to get something.I'm not asking for expensive stuff.I'm asking you!Is it too hard to be fulfilled?I want to have fun with you.But some thing will interrupt us.We've been together for so long yet you are treating me this way.I don't need expensive stuff.I just need you to talk.Is it hard.You always show attitude to me.What did I do wrong?Whatever you ask me to do, I'll do.Where ever you ask me to follow I'll follow.But when I ask you, you give 1001 excuses.If you hate me just say so.Every time I look at you, I feel Yucks and agitated.But there are time where i feel like crying.But still I have to fake a smile.And always be the joker and laugh.But in my heart, only God know.How many ups and down I've gone through.If you think you are going through alot worst.Ask me about my past.And trust me, you WILL be shock of it.But then it will be too late to ask.Because you don't know who I'm talking about.You will think this is a normal post.But it not.IF _____ can't help then ____ will be worst.I want you back.But day by day I hate you so much more than anyone know.

Stop thinking who is it coz even my closest friend dont know who!dont ask quest.just read or go close the window.And btw im not talking about relationship here(:

living life to fullest?NEH!
Ayuni