You know, not every people get everything they want.Like me.I don't get everything I want.But sometimes it hurts so much to get something.I'm not asking for expensive stuff.I'm asking you!Is it too hard to be fulfilled?I want to have fun with you.But some thing will interrupt us.We've been together for so long yet you are treating me this way.I don't need expensive stuff.I just need you to talk.Is it hard.You always show attitude to me.What did I do wrong?Whatever you ask me to do, I'll do.Where ever you ask me to follow I'll follow.But when I ask you, you give 1001 excuses.If you hate me just say so.Every time I look at you, I feel Yucks and agitated.But there are time where i feel like crying.But still I have to fake a smile.And always be the joker and laugh.But in my heart, only God know.How many ups and down I've gone through.If you think you are going through alot worst.Ask me about my past.And trust me, you WILL be shock of it.But then it will be too late to ask.Because you don't know who I'm talking about.You will think this is a normal post.But it not.IF _____ can't help then ____ will be worst.I want you back.But day by day I hate you so much more than anyone know.

Stop thinking who is it coz even my closest friend dont know who!dont ask quest.just read or go close the window.And btw im not talking about relationship here(:

living life to fullest?NEH!
Ayuni

Hello!~
IF you guys really observed, i dont update often and only one per week.So dont comment.

Yesterday at 11 Nadia called me.Well i was sleeping.What do you expect?So pick up the phone and Nad say something and make me rush like mad okay!Put down the phonw at 11.20 and need to get out at 11.30!WTH!so went out catch a bus.Late luh!but the worst part Nadia and Ash wear shoe while i wear slippers.haiyooo.paisey to the max.Then bus-ed to Rafidah home.Play with her nephew and niece.Cute but noisy.Then bus-ed to Rasheeqa house.Waited for her and and family to get ready.PAly with her cute but annoying cat.Then went to Queensway Point(?) by car.FUN!Then went to Lau Pa Sat!Eat then saw rash friends.haha.Walked to esplanade.Took damn a lot of pic.Jump here and there.Then walked to Marina Square and Bugis all.FUN!Then went home.Okay Im lazy to elaborate.
We use rash new camera!!FUN TO THE CORE LUH ASS!BE JEALOUS!

School suck at the moment.Test here.Test there.Sometimes i dream about the test itself.horrible luh.Then homework.Teacher letcure all.Annoying to the core.But still scared for N level.Chiow(:

IKR kan!OMG luh!
Ayuni

People say life is like roller coaster.It has up and down.Well for me it is only down for now.For nearly a week i guess.Im sorry but i cant tell you guys whats my problem.Only Diana knows it.She see the worst of me.Like no body ever see me.Not even my parent.She is the best.Thanks Diana.

Are you sure im your ____.I dont think so.You dont treat me fairly and now we dont even talk.So whats up?You always care about __ ____ and not me.What does he/she has and i dont.Doesnt mean she is your _____, you must always side her.Now life is really unfair.IF you knew what __ did to me.You will hate __ like hell.Well, both of them.School is even worst.I thought it could help.But with the rate im going, Im going to fail my N level and cant even continue my studies.Day by day i fake a ___ but do you know why?You wont care for the answer.Now we are like stranger.Seriously am i your ____.Or am i a ___ ___ ____ __ ____.or even better a ____ __ ___ ___ _____.FYI my imagination is running wild.We cant have fun anymore.Everynight right before i sleep ill ___.I bet you dont care.___, i miss you so much.If you were here, i can just run to you and ___.I just hope you are happy and you know what.If only i can __ _____ and meet you ___.I rather be _____ then living my life like this.How am i going to continue my studies if my life is horrible.Tell ME!

If you hate me just say so.
Ayuni

Have you ever got the feeling that you are right but you must be the one who say sorry?
Well yearh.Im feeling it right now!

I feel damn bad but i dont think i want to do it.It's embarrassing saying it for some reason.I feel sad coz im rude.But happy coz i stand up for my right.It feels like crying right now but why waste it when you'll know it'll happen again later.

Omg.Some people are just not helpful.They dont listen.When we talk to them, they'll ignore.How fuck up is that?But life can't always be perfect right?But why practice when nobody can never be perfect?

I think i really need to buy a hamster.Well atleast i can talk to it without interruption.Dont worry im not saying to one particular person.It's everyone.And i can even admire the cuteness of it!Oh my.That would be a perfect life for me.No practices needed.

Hamster are damn cute.But some people ask for it but didnt take care.How annoying is that.Get a life please.Dont make these animal suffer.Who you think you are?GOD?Please eh.Even HE dont make his mankinds suffer.You seriously need to learn your lesson.

SO there is school tmrw.Which is horrible too.More homework.More letcure.More scolding.More memorising.More painful hand.Less Tv.Less fun thing.
And I need to save money to buy 2 hamster coz my dad say they need friends.
But when it give birth i swear im not taking care of it.Let see how.

I love my family and friends.But why should i do?
Ayuni

So its 2010 the new year.And I dont feel anything.I donch konw why.Hmm..Nothing new this year i guess.Well I was blog hopping and many people post their new year resolution.I do have one.Let me tell ya'll mine.
1)Be e good girl in school and home.
2)Listen to my parent advise(wel most of it)
3)Study damn hard and pass my N & O level.
4)Buy an IPod and phone.
5)Not leting boys get in my way of studies(well some only)

5 is enough right?Well the rest ill keep in my heart and mind.And i hope this year gonna be a great year!

Yesterday went out with Diana.And we had lots&lots of fun.Especially the _____ part.And some people are so mean and let me and Diana starve to death from 12-5pm.How horrible is that.Never in my life it happen to me.And 56 people _____.Awesome!

I cant wait for school like serious.Well when i mean school i mean my friends.Nto teacher nor homework.Im living my live to the fullest for now.But when school start Im gonna squeeze all the note and lecture in my brain!OMG!

So people dont just enjoy but study also.Love the people around you and be happy in everything you do.

Superman?Dont think so!
Ayuni(: