do you think it is so easy for me to let you go?it worst then i can ever imagine.i do knw it hurt.i feel like my heart is tear into two.i have to act that way.i think it is the best way.it is not that i dont want to be friends with you, i jst dont think we can be friends like before.but if you see it that way then ok.i cant change it.it is yuor decision.you think i our friendship is not worth fighting?maybe you are right.we dont have connection like before.but i love this friendship just like how i love my family.i want our friendship to be back togetherr.but im scared to see it break apart again.im not talking big.i just speak what is on my mind.see thats the prob.first u are ok then u are not.now i dont who you are.are u still the ain i knw before this?or have ain change to someone i dont knw?i dont need dictionary to be by my side.i just need a friends by my side.ok looks like you want to end it here.let me tell you this.i never thought this would happen.i want us to be back together.but it looks like we both lost hope on this.we can never be sister or even be best friends.and i putting the balme on the conversation that night we have.if i never ask how are u then this will never happen.never happen.maybe we will fight but never this bad until we wrote abt each other in our blog.i have change.yes it is true.but did u also change?i cant answer that.i got nothing to do with you anymore.im sorry abt all this.but it is the best for us.

so u gg bintan tmrw?well have fun.go there n forget abt me.forget abt our fun n sad memories.it is the best for both us.
but i need u badly by my side.i want to hug u n say sorry.i want it so badly.but i guess i cant.we cant be like last time.never.it is so hard for me to accept it.so hard.but its ok.i have fun when i was with you.really had fun.byee my friend.do forget abt me.dont remember me.whats the past is the past.what going to be the future left unknown.it is a mystery(:

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