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Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 21:56
Life is becoming more hard.eith all the obtacles n stuff.i jst like killing myself but i dont think it will solve anything.so i jst have to go on with life.you guyz shld knw dat, when yo have prob, do face it n dont be scared.Hey special person, i got something to tell you.i dont know how is our relationship right now but now u are treating me real nice n i appreciate that u didnt show that u hate me.But what you say does hurt my feelings.n i can never hide it.i need to talk to you but u are always busy.n i know not only yo who talk behind me.there is other friends that we know that do that also.It hurts my feeling alot but i can never show it to you coz i dont want to fight.my heart feel like it has been step million of time.i dont knw how to tell you.bt i was grateful to be friends with you.you are there when im happy but u werent there when im sad.but its ok....im really grateful abt what i have now.i can forgive but i never forget.that is me.you have been friends with me for a long time so u shld know me better then anyone else.i miss the fn memories we have together...bt it is jst memories n i dont think it can ever happen to me again.we laugh.we joke.we cry.we smile.but now, we laugh at each other. we joke about horrible stuff.we cry becoz we fight.that is so stupid.but to me we are still friend no matter what happen.well everybody is runnig away from me.n i can never figure that out.i was ask to change n i have change.to be a better person.but still everyone is running away from me.
ayuni(:
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